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  1. UPDATE I started talking to a really nice guy on the app who lives near me. I accepted his invitation to meet for dinner and oh my goodness was that fun! Not a love connection, but that is ok. He was a ton of fun to talk to and we have a lot in common. I think we will definitely see each other some more. It was just soooooo nice to get to go out and talk to and get to know a man again. And don't get me wrong - I knew before we met up that this wouldn't be a full blown relationship as he won't be living here longterm. I still wanted to get to know him in person though and I am glad I did
  2. It's been almost a year since I moved out last August. I have mostly good days but still many memories and sometimes it still hurts. The last few days I have felt like I want to start dating again sooner rather than later. I felt confident. I went ahead and made a profile with a popular dating app. Of course, the first profile I see is his lol. It didn't bother me. I had heard he had a new relationship but I guess not if he's on the app, although i suspect he was on apps even during our relationship so who knows. That's not the point. I have no interest in going back to him even if he we
  3. Good advice. I hardly ever drink as it is, and definitely won't be again.
  4. Thank you for the kind message. I am definitely not obsessively thinking about him and I deleted and blocked him from all social media pretty soon after we broke up. That is why this whole episode is so confusing to me...I have zero desire to be with him again. I still feel sad now and then thinking back on the times we had together, but I don't want to be with him again. Not even a little bit. My friend feels awful that she told me that she saw his picture and she is blaming herself for the whole messy night. But really when she told me, it didn't bother me in the slightest.
  5. It has been nearly a year since we broke up. I thought I was doing well. I have been keeping occupied, staying healthy, doing well at my job, making future plans. Every day seems fine to me. I have zero desire to date anyone else yet, which worries me a little, but not overly so. Then last night happened. I went to a party with some friends. I had a few drinks. Then I had a few more. Then I blacked out and woke up in the emergency room. My friends said that while drunk I had a complete meltdown. I was talking about my ex, frantically trying to leave and walk to his house in the middle of
  6. I can't wait to be in a place where if I ever hear from him again I can just laugh it off and not respond.
  7. Cooper, I am so happy that you keep updating this thread. It's an inspiration to many people here, myself included! I am very glad to see how far you have come since 2012!
  8. You're doing the right thing now. Just back off, stop contacting him, and try to get on with your life. You can't go back in time and change anything and contacting him again to try to explain anything will just make you come off as needy and still crazy. You're not crazy though, we have all been there!
  9. You're so dumb. You don't even know what you have...or had. I loved you more than I even knew I could love someone...and unconditionally. I accepted you for exactly who you are, faults and all, and trust me, there are many! I stood by your side and would have continued to do so...and would have done whatever it took to make you happy. I would have never just given up on us like you did. But hey...you have your space now, right? That's what mattered to you. You can watch me so broken, so defeated, so betrayed...and not feel anything. That's fine. I know that there is a better man out ther
  10. I just said goodbye to you, possibly for forever. All I want to do right now is text you that i want to come home. I made a mistake. I want to come home and fix everything and go back to being happy.
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