crizlee

yes, it can lead to rash behavior. keep your cool, cuz after all you are her boyfriend.

crap this is making me think whether i should go into the navy or college as a matter of fact. cuz i like this girl at home, and ive got 6 more months.

everyone reads her journal, its a freakin blog on the internet. i even kept one and we commented on each others journals.

i got off work and i saw " 14 weeks ago i met this girl at work, we hung out, we had lots in common, but she had a thing for another dude before me. but he had a gf. so it seemed like after 2 weeks she tried to push me away subconsioucly especially when she found out i liked her. i happened to stumble upon her journal recently and she wrote about her haning with the guy she liked whos also my cousin, who just broke up with his gf. i commented in the journal by writing: "do you have to go into so much detail on your little bonding sessions with my cousin? words cant explain the feelings im feeling." she took this as being rude, and sent me a text message like she was pissed off. i told her that i feel like an idiot when i think of her at the sametime knowing shes with my cousin. then she replies, that she knows im hurt but i make her feel like crap when i say stuff like that. so i write back, "one does not have the right to inflict sadness on another, one also does not have the right to pretend not to be sad. one must accept ones sadness and ones attempts at being a stoic." no reply. next day at work she tells me she thought about me at the beginning of the day. and now today i got the message on my passenger window. what i dont understand is, i think she is still into my cousin. but of course it could be any girl. but it has to be someone at work because it wasnt on there when i left school and she did stop by the workplace today. man i dont know how to react to this, one part wants to just move on from her and the other just wants her back. like i said it might not even be her who wrote it, theres plenty of girls who think im hot at work, but the heart sure does match the one she always writes by her name.

i would appreciate some critiqueing, be hard, and advice. the prompt is: Many students, expand their view of the world during their time in college. Such growth often results from encounters between students who have lived different cultural, economic, or adcademic experiences. With your future growth in mind, describe a potential classmate that you could learn from either within or outside a formal classroom environment. Max of 120 lines. The world is the sea, and my home town is a pond. The difference between a sea and a pond is massive. As is the world, there are many types of ocean life in the sea from the gargantuan blue whale to the angular fish of the volcanic depths. And like the ocean the world is full of different people, different cultures from the lost Amazonian tribes to the modernized world of democracy. It's a diverse world out there, and we can learn something new from everyone. The best times and the only times to meet people of all sorts is college. A potential classmate that would give me an open view of the world would be one who is open-minded her or himself. To me being open-minded is a very important factor if one wants to live out in the world and actually make it out there. Being open-minded means you accept or take into consideration others of different backgrounds. To be open-minded you must take into insight of other cultures and their religions. A potential classmate who would give me an open view of the world would be one who is of another culture. Learning about one's culture is a good start in learning about people. Culture is everything behind a person such as what they eat, how they dress, and they what they believe. Culture also tells history, the past of where one comes from. So as I take on my journey out into this diverse world, its open shores, and the life of college, I will swim out of the pond into the sea where I will reside with the big fish. I will expand my view of the world, the various governments, cultures, and people by meeting many.

not a big mistake, but it sucked.

i want to apply for UT, i havent submitted my application yet but i submitted my essay already. i made a mistake on the essay, can i resend the corrected essay or is it too late?

thanks for the critiqueing, you are awesome at writing, thats like college level i really wish i didnt submit it but i was behind the november early decision deadline. i was pressed for time. did my writing really suck that bad? yours just blows mine out the water.

what pisses me off is, this girl at work lead me on for 2 weeks, like i seriously thought she was interested in me. but she just said thats just how she is outgoing and stuff. well we hung out on the weekends, lots of body language, lots of flirting. but then she said her and my cousin have been into each other before she met me. and he has a gf too. and my cousin acts like he's gonna dump his gf but keeps hitting on the girl i like. just recently he broke up with her and they are probably gonna get together. how do i know this? she keeps a blog. with everything in it it seems. so i left a comment saying: "do you have to go into so much detail about your little bonding sessions with my cousin? this may be your journal but it is available to the public. words cant explain the feelings im feeling. just sometimes i just wish i never found your xanga." she took that as rude and prolly wont talk to me again. what sucks is i cant get over here! and there are other girls falling for me...i just feel like im cheatin on her somethin but im not even with her.

too late i already submitted it.

grow some nads. open the lines of communication. the only way to see how she feels about you is talk, tell her how you feel about her, that is the best way, one on one. always smile, destroy your insecurites by being confident. you're dating her, she chose you, whats there to worry about. and there wont be good opportunites, you have to make them.

he definitely likes you thats for sure. the balls in your court. tell him how you feel.

Id like some critiqueing and advice, im applying for university of texas. Essay A: Describe a significant setback, challenge, or opportunity in your life and the impact that it has had on you. "Follow no one else's path, instead make your own and leave a trail for others to follow." Life is like a race, and we are its runners. And in this race of life there are to be many obstacles and sharp turns to come and bring us down. Opportunities and challenges will come and pass. Many an opportunity I have passed up and let go, and many I regretted not taking. And many challenges and significant setbacks have gone and went. In fact, one setback has made a huge impact on my life, so significant that I have many opportunities. Growing up with my religiously strict parents has definitely brought me down through out my life. Being unable to participate in school sports, clubs, and other extra curricular activities because of my parents' religious beliefs, I'd have to say, was a major setback for me. Not being able to be with my friends just because they have a different faith has definitely been a downer for me. I particularly remember one opportunity that I have missed out on. Excitement was within me as I opened that letter from Cambridge University, and I was accepted to a prep college in Cambridge. My parents, on the other hand, felt indifferent. Their decision was set in stone, I could not go because it would be too far from home, and I would be associating with people who do not have the same faith as my parents. I believe I have missed out on a lot of opportunities, but I have learned many lessons and virtues from the past. I have learned to be strong and just grin and bear through it all. And I have greatly appreciated my friends, who have been there for me through rough times, and the education I was able to receive. Education is the best opportunity anyone can have and it is one that I haven't missed out on. And so I have appreciated my teachers who have been there for me when any challenges may arise. Friends and teachers, those are the ones that have helped me get back up when I fell. In this race of life there are many obstacles to make you fall, and you will fall. But all you can do is get back up, wipe that dirt off, continue running, and enjoy the scenery while you run because all of us are to reach that one same finish line. Essay B: Many students expand their view of the world during their time in college. Such growth often results from encounters between student who have lived different cultural, economic, or academic experiences. With your future growth in mind, describe a potential classmate that you could learn from either within or outside a formal classroom environment. I haven't a good idea for this. I'm thinking of describing my ex-girlfriend who has opened my mind a lot. Both have to have a maximum of 120 lines.

grow some nads kid. make small talk with her first, like say hi to her in the hallway, smile at the sametime. ask her how her day was, how shes doing. find out what kind of person she is, is she easy? is she picky? if shes easy ask her out now! and if shes picky, give it a month or so then ask her out, dont make it seem like a date, just ask her out to lunch. and there wont be any good opportunities to make the move, you have to make good opportunities. dont get her a present unless shes your girlfriend, you dont want to buy a girlfriend. btw she sounds very rough, i like that. did she ever spank or touch your booty ever?

So should I just choose college of liberal arts on my application so i wont have to do an extra essay and worry about the math readiness policy? I shouldve had this done before november 1...the deadline is february.

Ok so ive decided to go to college at University of Texas with the NROTC scholarship program, it will pay for everything. Afterwards i can join the navy as a naval officer. But ive run into several problems and worries. Ive been raised a jehovahs witness my whole life so I havent been able to participate in any extra curricular activities but im still in the top 5% because I do very well in academics. These applications ask for the extra curricular activities ive done and all I can put down is the door to door work i had to do all my life. Now will this hold me back from getting accepted? Also UT has a math readiness policy required to get into the college of engineering. And i have to take the SAT II tests by december, well its december and i only signed up for the reasoning test. Is there anything i can do? If all else doesnt work out, Can I just join the navy as an enlistee than take my classes from there and then go to UT and become an officer? BTW I want to major in either Aerospace Aeronautical Engineering or Architecture.

ok well heres the situation: my parents have high income, they're just cheap. i have the option of going to a local college but i wont be able to live on campus, id have to travel back and forth from home. they let the people in the congregation get to them, they told my parents id stop being a jehovahs witness if i live in the dorms. my friends within the church that i have had for life even treat me like im disfellowshipped when they found out my intentions. i really want to move out ASAP. i cant take it anymore. i think i could benifit from the navy just from the experience, the travel, the hands on work ill be doing. realistically art isnt gonna cut it for me, i want to major in aeronautics engineering. i will ask about scholarships to UT, but will it help me to support myself in austin? i was thinking if i joined the navy, saved the money i made, and received the benifits, i would be set and stable for college. this is definitely a big decision for me.

my goal is to get out of the house ASAP.

ive always wanted to go into aeronautics engineering but having taken precal and physics this year just really turned me off, and with my taking art this year my first time ive really enjoyed it.

I might go into enigneering or art. I want the best. Money decides my future. Im top 5% cmon I can handle it mentally and physcially.

dunno bout you dudes but i never get the urge to look at porno anymore bein with my gf.

OK im a senior and its time for me to make decisions. i either have the choice of going to this art institute thats near me, i wont be able to live on campus. I really want to go to University of Texas but my parents cant afford it let alone support me for living in austin. I'm in the top 5% of my class so im automatically admitted, and I really want to go their to use my potential. And i want to get out of my house away from my parents because they'll enforce their religion on me as long as I live under their roof (they are jehovahs witnesses btw). I was thinking of joining the Navy once I turn 18 in may. Im gonna celebrate my birthday in may also (ive never been able to celebrate my birthday). Then once I serve my time and get my 50 grand scholarship Im going to the college I want to go to. Would this be a wise decision?

i was raised a jehovahs witness so that meant no social life outside the church. friends were brought to me wihtin the congregation, and i couldnt hang with anyone at school. ive made a few friends in school though. but i would like to hang out with them now that i have more freedom like having my own ride. and my friends at the church screwed me over but thats another story.

i did that, she already knows how i feel about her because i still tell her.

ive only known this girl for 14 weeks or so. the times we hung i felt like we bonded together. i found out how i felt about her and we stopped hanging out. but we have been friends the whole time. anyway shes liked this other guy for a long time, but i still like her. even though there are many girls who like me. i still like her. she was even here for me today, but i know that she likes the other guy in a different way.