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"My bf and I broke up and got back together many times." <<< This should tell you something right away. Your BF is so unempathetic regarding what your ex is facing. That should speaks volumes to you. In other words, BIG red flag. Leave this selfish and callus person, unless you want to become embroiled in a very miserable life. Don't do that to yourself, please. Also, you most definitely are not being unreasonable or selfish. Rather, I see you as a caring and kind individual. He, on the other hand, seems to be quite selfish (among other negative qualities), chauvinistic, and uses the double standard to his benefit. His moral compass, or lack thereof, leaves much to be desired. Leave this individual. You'll do yourself a big favour. Block him and support your ex. I cannot imagine how frightened your ex must feel. Be there for him; he needs all the support that he can get during this difficult time.

Absolutely agree 100%. Do NOT be his doormat.

OMG! What truly wonderful news, j.man! I am so happy for you. Big congrats to you!!!!!

i totally agree with this, in general, but especially the last sentence. Beware.

I will echo the other posters and say that what he's doing is inappropriate, inconsiderate, immature and disrespectful. I would talk to him about it and tell him that it bothers you. It doesn't matter how trivial something is. If it bothers you, then he should stop his behaviour, out of respect for you. It's not asking for too much. If he continues to act like a teen, then I would definitely consider leaving him. I put up with a lot of bs from my ex in my day but now I would not put up with such disrespect.

Thank you so much, Wiseman. I appreciate it. Enjoy the rest of your day.

Hi everyone. I used to be able to log onto this site and it would automatically bring me to the page with all the new posts. Since the new changes were implemented, I have no idea how to find/see the new posts. Granted, I am not the most technologically savvy person on the planet but why on earth did the administrators change it? I find it very annoying (sorry, administrators). I believe in the saying that "If it ain't broken, don't fix it." I would appreciate some insight. Thanks!

I was in a marriage for 29 years. We had children right away so I was busy with them. Plus, my ex had/has a very demanding job. He told me early on that he was into BDSM. Not my cup of tea at all. That said, he continued to nag me throughout the marriage to partake in scenarios that were very disturbing to me. I honestly tried to please him. The kids got older and his requests/demands became more frequent. It got to a point where I was so stressed because I knew I "had" to partake in things that I found so unsettling that I found it very hard to concentrate on everyday life. I had to plan scenarios for when he was home. I felt like I was always walking on eggshells in his presence. It was talking such a toll on me. I didn't get physically sick but I was in a state of near panic so much of the time. Perhaps you should write down what is troubling you because it obvious that it has something to do with her, or possibly her surroundings. I am sorry you are going through this but the sooner you discover what is bothering you, the sooner you can feel better (hopefully). Also, you might consider seeing a therapist. That may shed some light on the situation. Hope you resolve this soon. (Sorry I concentrated on me but I wanted to tell you what happened to me that caused me to become so highly stressed.)

Firstly, i want to say how very sorry this happened to you. What bothers me a lot is the fact that she outwardly lied to you: "...right now she is not feeling things and she wanted to focus on herself and be alone. When I asked if there was or is someone else she said "No, do you not think I can be alone?!" That, to me, is a red flag. If she truly loved you, she would not have conducted herself that way. However, you yourself said that you "didn't feel the closeness or spark I am used to though." Perhaps you were losing interest as well. Think about it. What you are feeling is normal. Yes, it sucks (big time), but there's no magic switch which you can turn off. You need to heal that that takes time. Plain and simple. I can guarantee you that, with time, your heartache will lessen and your broken heart will mend. It seems to me that her emotional compass is broken. You need to break all ties with her; block her, etc. Do not talk to her, text her or otherwise because, IMHO, she is only hanging on to you in case it doesn't work with the other guy. Do NOT be her doormat, please. Pick yourself up off the ground, dust yourself off and do your best to carry on. Difficult? Of course! But you will eventually find peace and happiness. You will be moving to Arizona - wonderful new start. Best of luck to you, and remember, you don't need someone like her to bring you down. One day, you will look back at this terrible experience and truly realise that you dodged a bullet.

i will echo what the other posters said - NO, do not reach out to her. Period.

I have to echo what other posters have said. Do NOT open the channels of communication with this girl. Put your curiosity to the side regarding what happened with the other guy. What purpose would it serve?? Think about that. She cheated on you. Not good at all. Continue your NC and you'll see that, with time, healing will occur and you will be able to get fully get on with your life. BTW, I am sorry that this happened to you. Keep your head high, block her and be good to yourself.

No, I did not. Not good.

Sometimes, certain people say that they're OK with something when they really are not. Perhaps he wants to convince himself that he's OK with it for your sake? Do yourself a favour and stop texting the other guy. Relationships are hard enough without you adding drama to them. Besides, that's the point? I feel your bf is walking on eggshells. Don't do that to him.

OMG, I cannot tell you how very sorry I am for the loss of that precious little puppy. My heart goes out to you, ninjabib. I realise that everyone makes mistakes, however, this was TOTALLY avoidable. I dislike pointing fingers but your sister was very irresponsible, knowing that the puppy was able to jump the fence. I know she must be very sorry but that doesn't bring the poor little puppy back. You have every right to feel hurt, angry, enraged and upset. You show great maturity to stay away until you have calmed down. I commend you for that. Take all the time you need. You need it. Sending big hugs to you, my dear.