teeeg28

what happened. It all came so fast. In a moments time you became someone I have never had ever met. I don't want to feel like the person I loved so much doesn't exist anymore. I had a dream last night that we were getting married. I woke up and was sick to my stomach. I hate that I still find you beautiful as ever. It makes it so much harder thinking that you are the worlds prettiest woman. I think I am supposed to let you go now. But I don't want too. Im holding on too all I have left now. Im scared to go on without you. I invested my everything in you never once thinking you would ever throw me away. I would have taken a bullet for you. Last night I fully striped my room of everything that was related to you. I wonder if your room is different now. Do you ever think of me? Are you even struggling? I have a stomach wrenching feeling that you don't. Please release me from your spell. I do not want it anymore. Im hurting. Please let me out of it.

You are a back stabber. I put all of my trust in you and the moment I turned my back I feel like you cheap shotted me. I don't understand how you could do such a thing after how much we invest in us. And it already looks like you are in a relationship. I hope you realized your mistake. I feel like you haven't dealt with grieving yet. I can't wait till it comes around and hits you like a train. Good luck without me Loser.