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Thinking about you a lot today...resisting the urges to contact you...it hasn't even been a week since we last talked but its been the longest I've gone without talking to you in almost 3 years. I wish we could have both agreed to fix what was wrong than both agreed to break it off. How is the easier?

Its only been about two weeks and I wonder what you're doing. I'm thinking all the horrible things that come with a breakup...other guys, late night parties, happiness without me; even though I know you aren't that type of girl in the least and never have been. I know the decision was mutual but the last time we talked you said you missed me..now I don't know if it was right anymore. The breakup is really hitting me now, and I don't have you to lean on...and it hurts now more than ever