miki1611

Hello, I hope you are well. Hmmm, not really. Actually, I hope you are sick with the feeling of missing me, just like how I am feeling right now. We decided to meet, you hugged and kissed me but I stood my ground and didn't hug and kiss you back. I am scared, you know. What if you are just doing that to relieve yourself of guilt? I'm tired of being confused of what you want. I just want to move on. But I miss you...

I am so angry with you right now. So angry.

I miss you. I miss you. I never hated you.

Hey you, I dreamed of you last night and some nights before. I've been having dreams of you this past week. Probably because I miss you. We haven't spoken since that day I told you I hated you and never wanted to hear from you again. But no matter how much I tried, I couldn't hate you. I was angry with you but I still can't hate you. I miss you but I will not back down this time. I demand respect. I cannot accept the way you treated me. This is not my fight anymore. I've said all I wanted to tell you that day. All except 'I miss you so much, L' but I think that will forever be left unsaid now because I decided to move on without you, without us. I miss you but I will not live in the past anymore.

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This thread is really helpful! A story from a friend of mine: She met her current bf in high school, they broke up and she moved halfway around the world. They dated other people and kept contact as friends. After 5 years, she found out that he was in love with another girl so she went back to win him back. Now they've been together for about 2 years. I hope I can post my own success story one day. It's been 2 months and I feel like there is no way we will reconcile. Even if we do, I think at this point, we will break up again because there's a lot of things I'm resentful about. I feel so hopeless sometimes and I will come here to give myself strength that whatever is meant to be will work out perfectly. I've been trying to move on but I can't help missing him.