I have just picked up the dress for the wedding we were supposed to attend together. I miss you.
I know it's early days, with only 3 days NC but I have to fight inside not to text you, to ask how you're doing. You haven't told many/any of your friends about us. After our chat on Sunday evening I am still so concerned for you. I just want to know you're okay.
But! I'm mad at you! I realised how badly you had treated me at times. I almost always treated you well. You can be so cruel. And you can be a liar. Those aren't desirable traits.