msihatethis

it's Sunday and I wonder if you are in church with her. how does it feel to just walk.away as if I never existed. it's been 3 days and it's scary because I can't stop myself from hoping you will contact me. I just want the way I felt the day before I met you back. you were nothing to me and I.want you to become that to me again. To believe I want a man with so much dysfunction in his life makes me feel that either I'm crazy or was I that much in love with you. I rather be crazy. you told me a week ago it was love at first sight. it shocked me because to hear you say that made me think yoh were truly in love. so how did we get here. Oh I know because you are a liar, a cheater, triffling good for nothing jerk! yes I know I'm the best women you ever had however that didn't stop you from treating me like $hit!! everyone say it's my ego that is hurt. I don't know about that it was more because you let me down when I believed in you!

why was I so easily disposable. You were in there like that was truly your home. I really need to come to terms that you lied to me and you do live with her. You are back with her

i don't understand how you can quickly cut off your feelings so fast. I'm sitting.here alone I told you I have nothing to eat but I know you don't care. I keep asking myself why me. I did nothing to deserve this. I wish you could see how you hurt me I want you to care. You left me high and dry. I don't understand you. I.want you back so bad. but I.want you to want me more. You was lazy nothing cheater liar heartless !!!!!