yes, ther are people out there. I am one. If you ever need to talk about this, please feel free to message me or talk to me on AIM. I know how horrible you must feel. I am sorry you have to go through this. Try to work things out with your boyfriend. One rule that I have learned recently is that everybody deserves a second chance. Even if what they have done is the most awful thing you can imagine. People Do change their behavior. I will be happy to talk to you.