It's been 3 months since we split, 3 months since I've seen or heard your voice, and you're still the first thing I think of when I wake up.
You made me so happy in those 2 years, we had everything I wanted and I can't begin to describe the love I had for you, you weren't just my boyfriend, but my best friend too.
And now you have a new girlfriend, a relationship I will never understand, and it kills me thinking of all the stuff you'll be doing together.
In a few weeks it's Xmas, Xmas Eve last year you stayed with me and my family, we woke up Xmas morning together and everything was perfect, now it's all gone.
I hate that you don't want to speak to me, I feel like the bad guy and the enemy when I've done nothing wrong.