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It's been 4 weeks since you told me you didn't want to see me anymore and broke my heart into a million pieces. I though the pain would be easing by now but if anything it's worse. I hate not hearing from you everyday. I miss you telling me what you're upto. I hate not knowing what's going on your life. I don't know why, you're the "bad guy" right? The strange thing being the only time you've acted like a douche is the day you broke up with me and the time that's passed after it. Now that the dust is starting to settle I understand why you ended it, but you're not completely blameless. You played your part in my trust issues. Playing games with my head - I guess you were man enough to admit that though on "break up" day. To be honest I thought we would have sorted things by now or at least trying to work through them. Finding out you were back online dating a few days after we split has put a spanner in the works though and now I keep blaming myself for being stubborn because I'm certain you're seeing someone else already. (Yes I facebook stalked you and yes, I facebook stalked every girl you've added on there since we split... There's that one girl...Jade... 8 years younger than me...5 years younger than you...I'm pretty sure it's her) Hey, I c