Hopelessromant

Been in no contact for almost 2 months. I don't understand why it's hard to do it though. I mean I get the detachment is hard but I would rather leave with my dignity. I would rather him wonder why I didn't run after him. I'd rather him live with the consiquence of leaving me then to run after him and show him I'm worth nothing. at the end of the day we are all hurt and feel betrayed to a certain extent. If we run after them, we show them they can treat us horribly and we will gladly run after them. Last time I checked he was jumping hoops to be with me. So no as much as I love him I won't text him and ask for another chance. I won't let him see me that way. Having the roles reversed. I'd rather have him wonder what I'm doing and why I so easily stopped. I believe if someone loves you, that the universe will bring you back together. One way or another whether he texts or you bump into each other. I need to focus on me. I need to remover to be confident and know my worth. Don't let them take that from you. Show them the consiquence of life without you.