sleeping pills?

how many sleeping pills would it take to kill myself...i have ambien.

Look man, killing yourself is not an answer. I know no one really knows how you are feeling and its just like the world is crashing down on you and there is no hope of anything ever getting better. I say if you have nothing left to lose, go experience all that you can. Go you Europe or travel Asia. Just think of it this way, you were created for a purpose. 4.5 BILLION years of evolution took place so that you could live and breath on this planet. If you were never meant to live, you would have never been born. Look to the universe. Look how much matter is in the universe that does not know it is alive. You know you are alive and that you can do anything you want. Why would to take the only chance you will ever have to be alive away from yourself? It would be a shame and tragedy to kill yourself now. Go live and love and be young while you can! Respond to me and tell me what you think.

I can totally appreciate everything you said.I have posted on this forum before.I am 28yrs old, and just was left by my fiance who I was with for 11 years.For the first 2 months of the break up she continued to hang out with me and sleep with me but was allso hanging out with some other guy.She told me Valentines day to give up hope and quit on us.

This relationship was my whole life.We had just gotten our own place 6 months ago and until 1 week before the breakup were picking out furniture together.She says she loves me with all of her heart but isnt in love with me anymore.

I honstly feel like i am dead already.I have lost 35lbs in 2 months.I feel that emptiness is filling me.I feel like a zombie and week and cant move.All i picture is her and him in my head....vivid pictures of her on him ..moaning in exstacy...i see it like a porno....she had only slept with me......I know she is sleeping with him now and it kills me....no matter how hard i try i cant get these pictures out of my head.

I have thoughts of catching them together and killing him and then my self.

She said she has been feeling this way about us for 2 years.....why move in with me...why take my ring......why sleep with me and let me think all is fine and moving along as planned.

I want to give up..i dont want to feel this pain anymore it is too much to handle...i just want to sleep and never wake up again...i cant take it anymore

I read your other posts. You have had a rough time with this girl. She is defiantly giving you too many mixed signals. If you guys are working things out you should not be having sex like you are. This only makes the situation that much worse. You need to see a councilor for depression and maybe get on Zoloft or some other anti depression medication. Stop contacting her and see what happens. If she calls you pick it up, but try not to talk about the relationship too much and keep the conversations short. Maybe after a few months she will come around and you can resume your relationship. I am probably not one to be giving advice however. I am in a similar situation, although not as bad. I think it would be best to get on some medication for depression and get your life together without your ex for the time being. Good luck to you.

i'm not going to give you a whole technical speal on why you shouldnt commit suicide, for one ive said it all before secondly youve read the majority of it before and i think thirdly if you in yourself was going to actually commit suicide for a deffinite our words couldnt say much in stopping you.

well thats something i learnt anyway.

a lil story from me:

like you said youve posted before and so have many on this site about how they would like to commit suicide and see no reason in living, i took the time to talk to someone over a very long period of time on here and we talked via msn and the phone and got to the verge of meeting up to sort out the errors in there life, but no one person can do that bar the person in the hot seat.

i mean boy did i try i pretty much got there as well, i was able to have them laugh, to talk freely, appreciate a conversation, open up. but do you know what no one can really know you for you or why your doing something.

i dont know all your reasons i could read your posts but nah that wont tell me much other than the negative i wont see how they fit in.

basically i learnt that not me as the small person i am can change much i had him ring me two minutes before he commited suicide so trust me, you know when you want to die and no person can change that.

in conclusion i hope you get what you want from life and gain all your desires.

but i dont know the number of tablets and i wouldnt be the cause of someones death.

good luck in life.

kel

I wrote you a private message. Please check your mailbox.

Things will get better with time - I"m 35, have had this happen to me many times....and I've learned - YOU CAN GET OVER ANYONE....and there are so many people out there who love you the way you deserve but you have to start with yourself.

Love yourself enough to say - if someone is capable of leaving me then it is their loss. And believe it, because it is true.

You're obviously in love with this woman, but would you have willingly fallen in love with her in the first place if you knew she was going to do this to you? Some people are like that - what's to say she won't dump the guy that she is with now a few months down the road?

I second suzsmith123's viewpoint; If she made no effort to communicate this problem then she obviously didn't care about the relationship enough to try to salvage it, hence you are better off without her.

think of it this way, 'tis better to have loved and lost than never loved at all.

you just need to be by yourself for a while and sort out your head...DO NOT KILL YOURSELF...after a little while you'll be back to normal and ready to get back into the world

it also helps to talk to someone about this in person if you can, although this place is a damn good substitute

good luck man, be strong