Love of my life

IVe loved this girl sicne the sixth grade and i jsut go tclsoe wiht her after the 5 times i tried killin myself over her, she did it again it hurts alot, what am i gonna do

Do not base your emotional stability on one person. I am so sorry for this pain that you feel. But nobody is worth you taking your life. You need to seek professional counseling before you really hurt yourself. This is not a game...you will not win her by trying to show her that she will lose you forever, this will only frighten her more. You need to express your feelings to someone who you can trust, someone who can understand you on a professional level. Please! There are people that need you in this world, don't lose yourself for one person!!!

Kamurj once suggested for someone in a similar situation to get help by contacting email removed Maybe they can help you there.

I truly hope things begin to look up for you. You have such a full life ahead of you to experience and enjoy. This is only a setback that you are struggling with and a lot of us have been there before. Anyone is here to listen to you whenever you need us...