NEED ADVISE

i need someone to teach me how to find the solution of this problem.

i don't have any good friends until i know Joanne. she is a good girl and we are good friends so i decided to tell her my secret which i have never told anybody before but she betrayed me .i am very sad because she is the only best friend i have .I become more sad when she not only tell other my secret but she refuse to admitt which i know the truth is she betray me.

Now i have many other friend(XXX) who treat me good but i don't dare to tell them my feelings until our friendship become worst and we begin to be quiet almost all the time although we are just nearby.

Then now,from talkactive ,i change to be quiet and i became to feel lonely AND ALWAYS SAY LIES TO THEM .i don't know how to express my feeling to them when they make me sad, angry and etc but what i do is keep it in heart because i don't trust anyone.I WANT THE RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN ME AND THEM BECOME GOOD AND I WON'T TELL LIES EXCEPT THE WHITE LIE

Hello, i sense you are feeling down because your best friend that you trusted with something important, let you down, and failed your trust.

Have you talked to your friend about this? maybe your girl friend feels bad also about what she did.

I dont know what the secret is, but did your best friend tell your secret to your new friends? did she do it to hurt you on purpose? or was it just a mistake.

Dont be hard on yourself, dont think they are all out to "get you". im sure that if she really is your friend and you tell her how you feel about what happened, youll see that she really didnt mean to do it to hurt you on purpose. people make mistakes, and if she feels bad about this also, you should forgive her.