Iím so sorry you are feeling so much pain. Iíve been there in pitch darkness feeling the agony and even attempted suicide many years ago.

I can tell you that light has a way of coming into the darkest of areas. It can illuminate your world and you start to see the beautiful new day! You just need to be patient I promise it will come.

Just know you are not alone! There are many helplines and those of us on this message board wanting to reach out.

Itís virtual I know! You matter. To every one you meet you impact and change the course of their lives.

Even us strangers on a forum.

Hugs! Getting Ready for a First Date