Hopefully you'll look into support groups as a recovering addict. This way the facade of 'happy family' does not allow you to feel bad. Also keep in mind that isolating, feeling depressed, withdrawing are warning signs of pending relapses. Do some soul searching but with some support.
Originally Posted by Wolfe359
I know that I must end this now, and then spend the next 6-12 months by myself, not dating anyone, to get my mind right.
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