Hi lovely people!

So many replies and such great advice from all of you. Thank you so much, Im sure Ill come back to this thread when I feel like reading this messages. They helped a lot and make me feel more powerful to choose for myself. Accepting the fact that a relationship you cared for is over can be quite hard, but like a lot of you say: If he wanted to say something he would.
Anyways I put my profile on private some days ago (blocking was too much atm). He deleted his account a couple of days later so I guess is that's that. Im going to try to focus on myself more these days. Again thanks for the nice words and taking time to reply to a stranger.