Well I havenít spoken to her in 2 weeks. I sent an angry email, and it actually released all of my hurt. Today felt better, but I know Iím gonna fluctuate from day to day.

She hurt me something rotten. At this point, itís unforgivable and the mere thought of her revolts me. Itís mad how one day I fancy the pants off of her and then switch to being absolutely repelled by not just her looks, but her entire existence. Didnít think Iíd see the day.