I see a lot of hope and positivity in your reply!

As for what makes someone a good person , I think itís just being the best you , that you can be!
We all however fail at it somewhat!!
But mostly good people!!!

You are only a few months away from a significant change in your life! Hang in there!

As for work choice , it might be best for you to initially become employed by another.
And wait to decide whether to travel with work or set up a business.

I sense that you are better off not having too much free days in a row so if you can get work that only allows 1-2 days off max between shifts , aim for that!

When you go to have a drink this evening , go for a 20 minute walk first.
And drink a glass of water before opening the wine.