Seraphim Posted August 6, 2020 Author Share Posted August 6, 2020 Even small changes to my life produces anxiety. My two little princesses it is their last day tomorrow before they post out. 4 of my littles are headed to school this Fall. One will be leaving completely because she will be going to the before school program at her school. My little sweet French girl. One of my little boys will only be here half day because he goes to preschool in the afternoon. I get two new kids on Monday. They are the best friends of my two princesses leaving. On the 24th I have an interview with another mom for her two-year-old little boy. So my daycare which was predominantly girls will now be predominantly boys. Even changing my pharmacy for the better has set off anxiety. Survival during a pandemic is bullshyte. I went to bed at 7:30 last night because I just couldn’t handle anymore . Link to comment
Seraphim Posted August 7, 2020 Author Share Posted August 7, 2020 So I FINALLY sat down for the first time today since 6:30 this morning. I think I am ready to cry. I just crawled into bed and it is 11:50 PM. My last daycare family was super late picking up. I had to run to the grocery store and get groceries for the birthday party tomorrow. Then I had to run and get my nails done. Run into Walmart to get the gifts for tomorrow and then got to eat my supper at 9 PM. Then I clean the playroom and bleached all the toys. Then I wrote out two invoices for tomorrow and income tax return receipts for the people who are moving tomorrow. And I have had a migraine half the day. And then in six hours I get up and do it all again. 😭😭😭 Link to comment
Seraphim Posted August 8, 2020 Author Share Posted August 8, 2020 We are so tired of hubby being limited to 50 KM radius. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted August 9, 2020 Author Share Posted August 9, 2020 So my mom called me yesterday to say my former foster sister told her that her dad is dying of COVID in the US. That will make her an orphan at 22. 😓 Her mom died 12 years ago I believe. My old stupid pharmacy now filled my prescriptions and all my prescriptions are BACK on their app after being taken off because I transferred to a new one. I guess I have to go in there and be a grade A jerk because 17 calls from my new pharmacy hasn’t worked. 🤯🤯🤯🤯 Link to comment
Seraphim Posted August 9, 2020 Author Share Posted August 9, 2020 79 new cases today and 43 days until my honey leaves. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted August 9, 2020 Author Share Posted August 9, 2020 Thankfully my new pharmacy has worked everything out!! Yay !! Link to comment
Seraphim Posted August 10, 2020 Author Share Posted August 10, 2020 Right now my honey is doing his Forces fitness test.❤️ Good luck babe. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted August 10, 2020 Author Share Posted August 10, 2020 Just found out when hubby goes on course he can’t come home until it is over . 😓😓😓 Link to comment
Seraphim Posted August 10, 2020 Author Share Posted August 10, 2020 How long is the course? Until Christmas. Link to comment
boltnrun Posted August 10, 2020 Share Posted August 10, 2020 Until Christmas. When does he leave? Link to comment
Seraphim Posted August 10, 2020 Author Share Posted August 10, 2020 When does he leave? We have to take both vehicles up with all his stuff on Sept 19. Then I drive home. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted August 10, 2020 Author Share Posted August 10, 2020 My husband when he comes home has to quarantine for 14 days. The 14th day is Christmas Day. 😡🤬🤦♀️ Link to comment
boltnrun Posted August 14, 2020 Share Posted August 14, 2020 Is the daycare going OK? Anything else specific that could be triggering? Link to comment
Seraphim Posted August 14, 2020 Author Share Posted August 14, 2020 Is the daycare going OK? Anything else specific that could be triggering? Yes, daycare is going really well. In fact my previous employer recommended me to someone else. There are more people asking me for spots than I could ever look after. I think with all the cleaning I’m just a little overworked. My TN is flaring a bit. But I just have to remember one day at a time I can only live in the present day and only can do as much as humanly possible. My best is all I can do and it has been good enough. Link to comment
boltnrun Posted August 14, 2020 Share Posted August 14, 2020 Yes, you have been doing really managing everything IMO. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted August 14, 2020 Author Share Posted August 14, 2020 Thank you! Some days I feel my wheels are spinning . Some days are pretty good and some days I am more anxious and some days I’m OK. Thank God today is Friday!! And thank God for the really good sleep last night, seven hours! Link to comment
Seraphim Posted August 15, 2020 Author Share Posted August 15, 2020 Just dropped hubby at the hospital. He is covered in a hideous rash. Link to comment
boltnrun Posted August 15, 2020 Share Posted August 15, 2020 Is it shingles? Or an allergic reaction to something perhaps? Link to comment
Seraphim Posted August 15, 2020 Author Share Posted August 15, 2020 Is it shingles? Or an allergic reaction to something perhaps? An allergic reaction to what we have no clue. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted August 15, 2020 Author Share Posted August 15, 2020 Thank goodness hubby’s rash is not serious or catching. It just looks god-awful and is itchy as hell. Link to comment
boltnrun Posted August 15, 2020 Share Posted August 15, 2020 Is he taking antihistamines and/or a topical cream or lotion? I'm glad it's nothing serious. Link to comment
Seraphim Posted August 15, 2020 Author Share Posted August 15, 2020 Is he taking antihistamines and/or a topical cream or lotion? I'm glad it's nothing serious. Both. And I am buying him calamine lotion today.’ Link to comment
Seraphim Posted August 20, 2020 Author Share Posted August 20, 2020 It has been cool the last couple days which is a godsend. You can definitely feel Fall is coming. Then tomorrow the warm starts again. It will last for shorter and shorter periods though. Link to comment
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