Life in the Driver’s Seat (extended)

I hate being alone right now. I just sit and cry knowing I will never see my dad’s face or hear his voice again .

I got the letter from my dad‘s insurance company I just have to fill out the paperwork for my share of his life insurance.

I hate being alone right now. I just sit and cry knowing I will never see my dad’s face or hear his voice again .

There isn't anything I can say that will make it easier, but I'm thinking of you right now Seraphim.

You aren't alone.

There isn't anything I can say that will make it easier, but I'm thinking of you right now Seraphim.

 

You aren't alone.

Thanks much .

My husband’s leave for Thanksgiving got cancelled day today due to our increased numbers.

Tomorrow is my boy’s birthday. ❤️

Happy 23rd Birthday to my wonderful son!! ❤️❤️❤️

Wow! Happy Birthday to your son!!

Wow! Happy Birthday to your son!!

Thank you!

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Tomorrow my father-in-law is 88.

Tomorrow my father-in-law is 88.

Must be birthday season!

Must be birthday season!

For sure !

Yesterday I did my First Aid and CPR C AED Recertification.

And today is my father-in-law‘s 88th birthday.

I have been having a lot of anxiety which wakes me up in the very early morning. It is starting to border on panic.

Any idea what the cause might be?

Any idea what the cause might be?

I think because my husband is away and I have taken on a lot of his work around the house. I have a dental appointment coming up, a cat with kidney disease losing more weight. A cat who needs to be drugged for his regular appointment and I mean drugged unconscious or he will tear the vet to pieces. So I have to give him his sedation meds two hours before his appointment and watch him become unconscious which stresses me to no end. Cases are rising in the province as we are hitting the second wave and we could get our businesses closed down again. I guess just a lot of stuff.

You have a lot going on. No wonder you are stressed.

Yes, and while my new daycare little is getting better he still cries the majority of the morning . And his mother insists that he’s toilet trained and we take him up to the bathroom five times in a two hour nap to go to the bathroom he still pees and poops his pants at naptime even after he has gone and his mother refuses to send diapers or pull-ups . He has zero accidents when he’s up . I have told his mother he only pulls this at naptime because he doesn’t want to go to bed and she said oh no he can’t possibly be manipulating like that . 🙄🤦🏼♀️

You have a lot going on. No wonder you are stressed.

I have told his mother he only pulls this at naptime because he doesn’t want to go to bed and she said oh no he can’t possibly be manipulating like that . 臘♀️

That would make me insane.

That would make me insane.

Yup. .:.....:’

Crying on and off about my dad today.

I am so glad it is hump day.

My son is going to his first card came tonight since COVID. I am a wreck. He needs to wear a mask not his shield and I don’t think he can do it even if he REALLY likes something.

Well I have been sitting in the parking lot 40 minutes and he still in there so I guess all is good. Proud of him.

If I read one more dumb ass conspiracy theory from a friend on Facebook I’m probably going to throat punch somebody.

31st Anniversary of our first date . ❤️

I am ready to throw every form of social media into the trash.