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    I want to commit suicide

    I once watched a video on yt titled 'if you want to commit suicide, watch this video first'. I watched it until the end. It told me to talk to someone before I commit suicide.

    Here I am, having no one to talk to, because just 10 minutes ago, my parents lash out at me for being a liar, not honest, disappointing, harsh, and illogical kid.

    I was trying hard to tell them how my therapy session was for me and how I've been coping with my mental instability, but since 2 months ago staying at home I couldnt tell them. I was afraid. Theyre both busy, working parents, if theres something helpful, I just want to start living good in the house, and make sure I listen to them. But I failed, so do they I guess.

    Today my dad screamed at me at how he's been thinking about me since I took the semester off, he's been writing all the worst possibility on why and how I changed, how I'm not his perfect daughter anymore. And said that 'we have God, and if you're smart you know you dont have to go thru that thing called depression'

    My mom got disappointed at me, and said 'where are your friends? They hated you, dont they? Since youve become harsh and unbehaved like this? If you have friends you wouldve talked to them and get solutions, not being a disappointment like this"

    I cant proceed to tell them anything.
    Right now, right this time I post this. Im sitting outside my rented room, cold, but I cant get inside my room because both of them r in there, still mad at me.

    I want to commit suicide, can anyone still tell me not to? Because I dont think that'll change their mind either.

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    Please don't do anything. I have had fights with my parents where they have kicked me out of the house and I have had to stay at my friends house....there is always a solution even if everything seems like it is broken...even if you just wait and nothing seems to be changing....please do not give up!

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    I feel so guilty for being like this towards them. How do you talk to parents who r both very logical and religious about your mental instability? About your disability to work 'just fine' ? To do things normally while youre being fed and physically healthy?

    I cant think any solutions besides me taking my life or just disappear like an ungrateful human being

    I feel so guilty for having this egotistical problems

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    Call the Suicide Prevention Hotline in your area, google for the phone #. Suicide is never the answer.

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    My country doesnt have that apparently...

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    Is there another family member you can stay with?

    What did your therapist say?

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    I dont.... im like, in another city where I study, and I dont have any relatives here... and its 11:54 pm for me here, and Im planning on staying outside until morning...

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    Originally Posted by Hollyj
    What did your therapist say?
    About what? I havent meet her again so I dont know.... last time she only asked me to take the semester off and try to keep my mood up

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    Originally Posted by eruki
    About what? I haven't meet her again so I dont know.... last time she only asked me to take the semester off and try to keep my mood up

    She did not get into your problems? Put you on meds?

    You need to talk to someone who is a professional about what is going on. Is it your home life?

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    Can you call your doctor, therapist, hospital?

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