Just need a little motivation

I lost who I thought was perfect for me a couple months ago, and I lost everything else at the same time. My whole world came crashing down. I lost him, my job, my chances in playing varsity soccer, and most importantly myself. I am not the same and i can feel it. I know it may be for the better Bc i learned my lesson but i need to get my together. I NEED to get over it because I feel like I’m failing everyone and I just need some help with what I should do first? I am so lost I just need some motivation