Does he really love me

I was with my current boyfriend before we spent 2 years together then he went to prison we broke up after he went to prison he told me if I wasn't with any one when he got out he would like to get back together well he got out 3 years later and I had just ended a relationship I was in and happened to run into him 6 months after he was released he started contacting me soon after that and we ended up together again 7 months into our relationship he cheated on me so I ended the relationship less then a month later he comes to me saying he sorry and what can he do to fix it that he won't have contact with any females and he know he lost my trust that he understands it's not going to be easy to get it back and knows it will take a while for me to trust him again but he will do what ever it takes to get me back so I gave him another chance and he did change he would do things he's never done for me and treating me a different way then he did before well he ended up going back to prison this time for 5 years and asked me not to leave him I asked him if he was sure he wanted to do that because of the last time he went and we separated he said yes that he wanted me to stay with him and that he wants to marry me when he gets out and things are different this time I do love him and want a future with him before I was young and didn't know the things I know now and I have changed so much he tells me he loves me that Im the one who has been there for him and he don't want to loose me that I've taught him so much since we have been together and has even given me power of attorney over all his per capita and land lease checks with are paid out to him by the thousands by him doing this does it mean he really loves me and see's a future with us being married or is it just to get me to stay with him so I won't find someone else

Uh, what is he doing that keeps sending him to jail? 3 and 5 years are pretty hefty sentences. Is he dealing drugs?

This guy just needs someone on the outside to deposit money in his commissary account and do other errands for him. Do you really want to be with a guy who's going to be in prison 8 out of 9 years? Do you really want to marry a felon who won't be able to get a good job and you winding up on welfare for most of your life?

This is all bad news.

No, I don't think he loves you. He's just using you.

When he was free you weren't a concern. Now that he has no one you're suddenly star crossed lovers. Dont be a chump for the next 5 years, he showed you his true colors long ago.

Dont be a ride or die chick, they live rough lives. You deserve better.

well he got out 3 years later and I had just ended a relationship I was in and happened to run into him 6 months after he was released he started contacting me soon after

That is all true I guess I was holding on to him because of the good things he does do for me all since we got together he has loved and cared for my kids like they were our kids their fathers are taking care of their own problems but physically, mentally, and financially he is the one who has been there for them 2 of them are adults now and he still there for them any time of day they need him he is right there ready to help them hospital stay's doctor visits he's there even for my adult children my daughter has a baby he's right there buying the baby every thing she needs he loves them a lot and they love him to and how we ran into each other was crazy like I said I was just getting out of a very abusive relationship well my ex had went to my father's house and was being disrespectful and tried to fight my dad we told him to leave and he would not leave my dad and I had to literally drag him out of my father's house and my current partner happened to be walking by he seen us dragging my ex out so he got my ex and told him my dad didn't want him there to leave we don't call the cops around here so that's why they are not involved but my ex fights with my current partner and my ex gets beat up but he would not give up every night he would find some where dark and chill there and watch my father's house my current partner stopped by to see if my dad was OK and let me know about what my ex was doing I had known already but told me to call him if he does anything but he would just stay outside and clean my dads yard and things like that until my ex would leave but he finally got my ex to leave us alone and my kids were able to come home they always had contact with him so they weren't surprised to see him at the house we waited a a couple months before getting back together he would come by every day after he was done with his GED classes and meetings he had to attend until we got together and stayed with me he still went to his meetings got a job even though he is a felon working 10 hour shifts Monday through Saturday and he got off parole he was in prison for DWI and is in there now for DWI Arizona don't around when you drink and drive he don't sell drugs the money he gets is per capita payout to tribal members from our casinos and he has land on two different reservations that he leases out so they pay him a pretty nice amount monthly and quarterly and he uses the money he gets from these checks to take care of my kids and grandkid and that's why I held on to him because of that love and bond that he has with my kids

OP, it would be greatly appreciated if you would please use proper punctuation and paragraphs. It is extremely difficult to read a massive wall of text which has zero punctuation. One long running sentence. Thank you.

Yeah, this man loves you a lot and want to keep a good relationship with you dear.

No. He's manipulating you. Stop doing this. It could be yet another of his illegal activities. He can revoke POA anytime he wants. You're just another pawn.

has even given me power of attorney over all his per capita and land lease checks with are paid out to him by the thousands by him doing this does it mean he really loves me

So much drama !!!!!!

That is all true I guess I was holding on to him because of the good things he does do for me all since we got together he has loved and cared for my kids like they were our kids their fathers are taking care of their own problems but physically, mentally, and financially he is the one who has been there for them 2 of them are adults now and he still there for them any time of day they need him he is right there ready to help them hospital stay's doctor visits he's there even for my adult children my daughter has a baby he's right there buying the baby every thing she needs he loves them a lot and they love him to and how we ran into each other was crazy like I said I was just getting out of a very abusive relationship well my ex had went to my father's house and was being disrespectful and tried to fight my dad we told him to leave and he would not leave my dad and I had to literally drag him out of my father's house and my current partner happened to be walking by he seen us dragging my ex out so he got my ex and told him my dad didn't want him there to leave we don't call the cops around here so that's why they are not involved but my ex fights with my current partner and my ex gets beat up but he would not give up every night he would find some where dark and chill there and watch my father's house my current partner stopped by to see if my dad was OK and let me know about what my ex was doing I had known already but told me to call him if he does anything but he would just stay outside and clean my dads yard and things like that until my ex would leave but he finally got my ex to leave us alone and my kids were able to come home they always had contact with him so they weren't surprised to see him at the house we waited a a couple months before getting back together he would come by every day after he was done with his GED classes and meetings he had to attend until we got together and stayed with me he still went to his meetings got a job even though he is a felon working 10 hour shifts Monday through Saturday and he got off parole he was in prison for DWI and is in there now for DWI Arizona don't around when you drink and drive he don't sell drugs the money he gets is per capita payout to tribal members from our casinos and he has land on two different reservations that he leases out so they pay him a pretty nice amount monthly and quarterly and he uses the money he gets from these checks to take care of my kids and grandkid and that's why I held on to him because of that love and bond that he has with my kids

It doesn't matter what we have to say about him or him and you as a couple. You're not going to leave him so carry on and time will tell.