My best friends ex

I don’t know what to do with myself, I have been in love with a girl who I haven’t got over from 2 years ago who cheated on me, she recently broke up with my best friend and I’m sure I’m in love as I am mad about her. My head is messed up and if I was too do anything with her I feel everyone would fall out with me and I can’t stop thinking about her all the tine I honestly don’t know what to, through the 2 years I went out with 1 girl but it just wasn’t the same I couldn’t get my mind off her, any advice would be appreciated as I am truly puzzled.

She cheated, dated your best friend, and you still want her?

This is not healthy. Two years is a long time to not have gotten over her.

Why is that?

She stepped out on you with your best friend and you're allowing yourself to obsess over her? Dude! Pretend she's dead if that's what it takes for you to get her out of your head. You're wasting your good emotions on her and you're stagnating yourself from finding a good connection with someone new.

What a waste of your life.

Yeah, you should be angry with her. You went out with one girl. Look for another and don't compare her to your ex. Everybody has different qualities and you just have to look more closely to find them.