Hey, so I had a couple nasty cases of cystitis about 6 weeks ago that just kept coming back (have explained before) and now I'm just sort of having this annoying pain in my urethra which is there constantly and hasn't gone for weeks.
I have been to see doctors who gave me a blood test which came back as being inconclusive (after a 9 day wait) so I have to have another, which will be in over a weeks time....
The guy I was seeing left me, after actually being the case of all this pain and just sort of drawing me in emotionally with romance then leaving me (childish man child stuff, very irritating)...but that's another story...anyway, all of this has got me very, very, very down.
I've been trying everything to make it go. Homeopathic stuff, drinking so much water I've got over hydration several times, boosting my immune system, tons of antibiotics then none at all, thrush treatments, no sex (maybe why the guy buggered off, great thanks-cause I kept getting it when he was rough).
Anyway. I even demanded to see a urologist today and the doctors said I had to get an appointment, of which there are none today...and if I go private it would be £250.
I don't feel like having any sex, am uncomfortable and stingy all the time, none of my friends really understand and I feel like I can't do ANYTHING. Everything is difficult. Maybe I have candidia? I don't know. I've just been crying all the time and wanting to die. I am so....so....desperate for help but no one is helping.