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    M, I'm so very sorry that I did not go to visit you in the hospital. You knew and I knew you would soon be gone, and I chickened out and didn't go. I regret it. I didn't know you long, but you touched my life the way only a few can.

    Your ceremony is next week. It was kind of the radiologist to update our newsletter with the location. I will be paying my respects.

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    I wonder how you truly felt about me. Everything is confusing. Everything reminds me of how much we had in common.
    I wish we had never broken up. Maybe this wouldn't have happened.
    Sometimes I think you send signs. Maybe I am crazy.

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    I miss you, Mom...I will never be the same again, but I will pull through.

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    Another summer season is upon us Mum, and I cannot open up your house without memories, great memories --- flooding in. I am making some improvements this year, and we will be doing a fair amount of entertainment, which I know you loved so much.

    Thank you for your love and guidance --- support and selflessness. I guess I will miss you always.

    PS. Why do the good memories still bring a lump to my throat and tears to my eyes? I wish you could see how far I have come....I guess you can
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    Mom,

    I went walking and talked to you. I hurt today, I miss having your face looking at me, giving me comfort just by your presence.

    I had a crisis of faith today, for the first time ever. What if there is no heaven? What if I am not being looked after by you? What if I am really as alone as I feel?

    This hurts twice over. Am I doubting you, am I alone, have I lost something I will never again have?

    That question made me stop. My energy flags.

    Will I ever find that love I am looking for? Am I staring at it, blind to the obvious? I deserve to have it come together. Also, have written off - again - an intimate life. Don't know why. It feels like the right thing to do.

    I'm tired, Mom. I know if you are watching me that it hurts you to watch me get so close and then end up alone again. I don't get it. I think it must be as big as the trees and the sky, something so big I am having trouble seeing.

    Will try to look without looking, see what I see.

    When he texts again, mom, may I please ignore him? Just simply never respond again? Ever? I sort of wish I could just move home, but there is no home. You were my home. I guess the thing to think about is, I AM home.

    I think having it all ripped up at this time is difficult.

    And yes, may your memory be eternal.

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    my beautiful bunny rabbit has just died in my arms

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    Sorry I just saw I put that ^^^^^ here in the midst of everyones grief , I think I thought I was in the pet section .

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    I miss you...

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    [QUOTE=pippy longstocking;6292020]my beautiful bunny rabbit has just died in my arms

    Sad to hear it though. Nice you were able to comfort the bunny on its passage.

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    Can you send some earthly help this way for me? Put a good word in someone's ear, maybe? I don't want to go down the path that you did. And I know you don't want that, either.

    I'm going to dream of you tonight, I know it. I can feel your presence very strongly today. Thank you.

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