Many of you may know my story. A quick run down:
1) Went out for 6-7 months. She was constantly talking marriage and kids. We made plans to move in together in the fall. When she started seeing me, she had just broken up with her ex-boyfriend (or so I thought);
2) She broke up with me 2 months ago and then I found out about the lies AFTER she broke up with me:
a) She didn’t break up with her ex-boyfriend for the first month her and I were together. She later broke up with him to be with me.
b) She had pre-planned trip with her ex that I knew about (they planned this months before her and I were together). While we were together she told me changed the flight/trip to go somewhere else but I found out afterwards through Facebook that she did in fact go on that trip with him and only broke up with him after she came back.
c) After she broke up with him, her ex kept on trying to get back with her and she began seeing both of us for the last month her and I were together.
I confirmed all these lies with the ex himself. Her and I are 28 and he's 36. Her complaint about him was that he's a party guy and doesn't want to settle down. After we broke up and after I spoke to her Ex, she FINALLY admitted that they were working things out and admitted that she lied. But the strange thing is that I saw her on a dating website while she told me she told me she was "working things "out with her ex. She's no longer on the website but was on it for a month or so.
Anyway, I know that she and her ex are now back together again and it HURTS so much.
Her and I have been 2 weeks NC and I don't plan to contact her but it hurts so much. I feel betrayed. How can someone talk about marriage and kids with me and then all of sudden not want me in their life at all. It just happened out of nowhere too. I think about them together and it make me feel so bad. I feel humuliated for what happened and keep wondering what I did wrong.
I feel like its a constant struggle to try and go out and do things and to forget her. I can't take it anymore!
How do you guys feel about this all?