Yesterday was my birthday and I got a call from the place where I used to work that I had some flowers delivered. I asked my colleague to read the card and this is what it said: "Do not ask from who, nor ask why... just enjoy and have fun ". I could not send the flowers back because a colleague had already signed for it. and I mean I do love flowers , flowers didnt do me any harm, lol.
I had hoped it would from the new guy i'm getting to know but then I realised the new guy knows that I no longer work at the place where the flowers were deleivered. So I texted my ex and said Thank you and he replied, "Weren't expecting it were you?" then he goes on to wish me a very happy birthday, saying he has a feeling its going to be an awesome year ahead." The signs are telling me he wants to get back together and make it work but at the same time, female instinct and intuition tells me he is messing around as well which he denies of course. He cant have both worlds. If he wants to play that game, I can keep him on the side and see other guys as well but it doesn't feel right, thats not who I am.
I'm totally confused now. Any words of Wisdom?