Falling out...

Feeling a bit down today. I really miss "S".

We were the best of friends and now that has been flushed down the toilet.

I know that she had the right to end our friendship.

It was inevitable.

I regret getting into business with her. I wish I would never have accepted the offer.

I should have thought it through.

What was I thinking mixing business with friends? Why didn't I think about it?

And I do know I made the right decision in pulling out as I had some concerns.

I just never thought she would react this way and end our friendship just because I changed my mind.

We decided to open a business. We registered a name. Had a business plan done. I changed my mind due to some financial concerns.

We didn;t even get that far with the project. but i understand she must have been disapppointed and that she had been mentally preparing herself to make some life changes.

I feel as though she did not value our friendship, the way she cut me off so easily.

It was cold. Abrupt.

I understand her anger but don;t I deserve forgiveness?

You would think I did something so horrible. So toxic, unworthy of forgiveness.

I pulled out of going into business with her.

I stood up for myself and it cost me my friendship.

I have been with her through the good and bad times in her life.

I have been a good friend. I have supported her. Doesn't that count for anything?

Maybe we weren't the true friends I thought we were.

I feel a lot of things right now.

Hurt, anger, disappointment, disbelief.

But you know what? * * * * it. If she wants to be this cold, stubborn, person , unyielding then * * * * her.

I don't need friends like that. That is not a true friend.

A true friend will listen to your concerns and sit down with u and address them.

Instead she took everything as a personal attack and decided to hide behing texts and emails.

I made the effort to get together. I sent an email of apology. I explained why I wanted out of the business.

She got offended and immediately blocked me on facebook.

A mature response.

No, i most definetely do not need "friends" like that.

She proved to me how much she "valued" our friendship and that hurts.

I am glad I pulled out of the business.

If she can react this way now then what would happen if we disagreed on things once the business was up and running?