#2

I'm going to try to continue doing this journal writing in hopes that it will help me relax a bit.

Today I feel good. I went grocery shoppin with my roomate which was well over due.

I sent my bf some pics this morning, which he responded well to and that put me in a light mood. He also called me, so I feel less insecure. I think it will be good to record these times when I feel good because then when I am feeling insecure I can look at these and feel better. My insecurity has never lasted too long because he always text or talks or shows he cares. It's always me just freaking out over nothing. So maybe if I come back and read these it will remind me that he will text or call and I don't need to be insecure.

He's so great, why do I doubt him? I need to get over this to keep our relationship strong. And I will.

I'm going to work on some homework now, to keep me from obsessing and because it needs to get done.