I have got a Knife right now to kill myself

I have got a KNIFE right at this second in my room so I can KILL MYSELF it is a good feeling having a KNIFE in your bedroom I have used a KNIFE before for Self-Harm so I can't Wait to use it. MY LIFE IS

Why do you think this is a good idea?

What's happening in your life that you don't like?

Everything and I am only 13 years old

No i am really 13 and i will hurt myself no one can stop me

hi princess - what is troubling you? let me assure you that there is a solution to your troubles, it's not worth giving up right now, you have a full life in front of you.

can you tell us what is upsetting you and maybe we can help you figure things out?

i have never been happy ever in my life

nothing in my life has been fixable

Like what?

Why not just write down everything that is troubling you?

Get it all out and off your chest

Maybe we can help

Death is the only thing that is unfixable.

Choose life, choose to talk to someone right now and everything has a chance to change.

Don't deny yourself that chance.

i hate everyone in my life

i don't have a favourite thing and i will have a knife and all that stuff and i cannot get help EVER

I have got the knife in my hand

i don't like anything just suicide and self harm

What are you planning on doing with it?

Are your parents there?

Have you got any brothers or sisters?

3 brothers and 4 sisters and my parents don't care about me

i was pretty angry and upset when i was 13 as well. i was very depressed, the doctor even diagnosed me. i had a lot of family troubles, my dad just died, and i was very, very sad. the only thing that really helped me was getting involved with activities i cared about, like helping the environment and beach cleanups. it gave my life meaning, and brought me out of the depression.

is there something that you think you could do to help the world? volunteer, work at an animal shelter, participate in helping the environment? i know you can make a difference!

to cut right down from my veins and then stab myself

Wow

That's a big family.

What makes you think your parents don't care about you?

there's nothing i can do but cry myself to sleep with the knife

Well I'm glad you at least came here first. 13 is a really hard age. My son is 13 as well and has had some very bad times.

cause they said they did'nt care at all

i am crying right now because your the only people who care

cause they said they did'nt care at all

did your parents say that or your brothers and sisters?

what about your friends, do you have any friends you like to hang out with?

my mum took me away from my friend Laura and my brothers and sisters and my parents did say that

alright, when I was 13 I felt the same way as you do...heck, even now I feel that way sometimes, but I'm still here. As much as I tried. I can't do it. My friend killed himself last month and going to his funeral really hit me hard because he left a lot of people who really loved and cared for him. Is that what you want to do? leave the people who love you and care for you? You are sooo young and have so much to look forward to in your future (even if you don't see it right now) Ending you're life doesn't really solve any problems, it only makes things worse for everyone else. Your family DOES care about you even if you don't think that they do, so do your friends. All of us maybe strangers on this site, but we care about you too.