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    babe

    i don't think the french one makes sense!!!

    haha thanks for the lessons though i will need them!!!

    my little brain can only handle English

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    i didn't write this but i thought that i would share it with who ever actually reads this journal:


    The dramatic impulse of a perfect day,
    That's the way to live, day by day.
    Live the present, forget the past, and always expect the future.
    Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, and today is today,
    So don't hold back, just go ahead and enjoy what you can.
    Because you will never have a perfect day again!

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    time 8.23am saturday, 26th august 2006.

    Haven't been to bed yet got home at 7 am this morning

    weather today: cloudy with a top of 20 degrees celcius!! how nice

    went to this awsume club called "fabric" and the uber "ministry of sound" fun times met a really nice guy out too, he is australian too, there are so many over here.

    will write more later


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    time check 1.20pm sunday afternoon.

    my parents are away at the moment so i have had a lot of time to spend with my brother and another girl that is staying here who is my mums best friends daughter. My mums best friend (who is also my god mother) died last year from Cancer... she was diagnosed and then died a week later. It was such a bad moment. Anywho sometimes i don't really know what to say or how to communicate with sally (the daughter), is that rude? like i can't imagine losing my mum and it must be so hard for her and i admire her courage for getting on with life and everything, but why is it that when it comes to the crunch that i just don't know what to say. i guess words are just that.... words, and i do show my love for her in other ways.

    Ever since i got here i have been pondering everything thats happened in the past year.... it's made me a stronger person, but its not how i wanted things to happen!!! my grandfather died last year, then my god mother, in july 2005 my parents were in an accident (they weren't hurt badly thank goodness, just a few broken bones.... ok that is kind of bad) i guess i just found that part in my life so difficult because they were so helpless and i hated seeing them hurt. then there were family issues, then relationship issues with partners.... but i can't complain... i believe that everything is sent to test us. its made me a better stronger person

    i have a beautiful family that i love and care about and know that it is a mutual thing, a great bunch of friends back home, and new opportunities here.... sure i know that there are going to be tough days in the future.....

    if i could give anything to the world it would be the courage to get through the day. because for every bad day there are lessons learnt.

    ftc...

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    only slow moves remain to to save your day
    in heart beats and broken arrows
    who will save your day
    in all that you deliver
    a shimmering delicate flow
    in all that exists
    because all that you deliever
    are lies and decite
    your skin like an empty cavity
    empty and dark
    you left a blood stain on my heart

    hide from yourself
    and watch how you disappear
    in your darkness and disappear
    i will wait for you
    in the sunshine bright
    with the doves singing
    in the cool light breeze
    they say this is life

    some like the dark
    they find refuge in it
    hiding way below
    all their stones of hatered
    their prisions of disbelief
    their rubble of life.

    shelter me from their darkness
    take me to the sunshine
    where there is peace
    where the sun shines brightly
    against my once kept sheltered skin
    where my eyes can envision the escape
    where the flowers smell their sweetest.

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    wash this away Just As Cracks Keep appearing, because they are back!

    i wrote both of these this morning, when the ex decided to try and walk back in....... PRSOV if you read the title you might understand

    You stole the one thing
    that i refused to give
    don't worry my wounds are shallow
    just like your soul that i washed it away

    you found me here
    caught up in the moment
    will the rain come
    watch my pain just wash away

    i'll comprise
    with or without your dispise
    why does it continue to rain
    as if everything's been washed away?

    you stopped me
    from running to the outer
    will it be ok
    after everything's been washed away?

    the sirens inside my veins
    watch the approaching armys
    that stand so proud and tall
    ready to be washed away

    i will scrub and clean
    until i am ridden of the foundation
    that bought me to my knees
    maybe your neglect will wash it away?


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    through your weakness
    i see guilt
    through my weakness
    you see power
    through your eyes
    i saw the hurt
    through my eyes
    you see the emotion
    through your hands
    i saw the electric pulses of confusion
    through my hands
    you saw the hiding intentions
    through your mouth
    i saw meanginless promises
    through my mouth
    you saw the pure truthfullness
    through your heart
    i saw false pretences
    through my heart
    you saw it broken.

    but my
    weakness is hidden by my power
    my eyes keep a watchful eye
    my hands will only hold those most valuable
    my mouth will only speak words of truth
    and my heart will eventually reopen with full intentions of love

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    thought that i had better do another post in this thing. hehe its 12.26 pm!!! Friday 01/09...

    anywho i just got back from a job interview i think it all went well..... it's with a PR Marketing company here in London...... fingers crossed that it all works out. i think the interview went well!! The business is situated right in the centre of London near Oxford Street..... anywho!! they are calling this afternoon with a decision

    sincee getting here a few weeks ago i have felt so at ease about everything, i am actually happy and everything is on track. Luckily previously i did my university degree externally (as i worked full time back in australia) so that has given me the opportunity to still study over here..... i would recommend external study so anyone!!! the dredded ex managed to call me though the other night........... he said he was annoyed that i didn't tell him that i had left..... sure i felt bad but its not like i even talked to him !!!

    I have made some pretty cool friends here which is good as well and it's good to be back with my family...... man how i miss a surf at the beach on the Gold Coast, Queensland though.......... i miss the warm weather.... hehe i think it is the first day of autum here today sooooooooooo it's getting cooler........ not looking forward to it...........

    it's come around so fast though, i leave on my backpacking trip next tuesday!!!!! a month of roughing it !!! haha quick save me !!!

    ftc

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    woooot i got that job

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    congrats babe, we all miss you here in Brisbane, come back soon!!! thanks for inviting me to try this thing.... there are some pretty cool things here. you are tops!!!! everything here is good. Riverfire was on last night, so many people were there, pitty you missed it.... went out afterwards and got a bit legless...... everyone misses you and alec was disappointed that you are going to miss her engagement party. oh well........ Jackaroo misses you too, he is a good person babe, he just has his priorites all mixed up and i know that he was a skeeze at one point but he does miss you!! that's so cool about your new job!!! when do you start??? you and your bro will have fun times away.... how is he? he was always sweet!!!

    i should have probably written all this in an email or something rather than typing it here !!! oh wells

    Kacey!

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    Hey Kace!!!

    yeah this thing is pretty cool hey ! some useful stuff!! oh i miss you all too, i miss the nice warm weather!!! it's cloudy and eeewww here at the moment what's it like there. My aunty called and said it was raining??? hopefully its fallen in the dams.

    Oh yeah he called me last night and told me all that and said that he was going to come over at some point!!! haha my mum will love that. It's a long story and i guess i will email you!!!

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