i just thought i would ask. the guy i liked....he's got alcohol issues for sure. i cant ignore it or shake it off, he's got a weird relationship with beer. he's said and done some mean disrespectful things to me. he said i seemed weird, crazy....and since i feel this way a lot of times, i agreed with it. but then....someone who cares for me would never treat me the way he does. someone who cares for me would never tell me that.
im afraid of him. im scared. i feel dirty and used at times. but at other times i miss him, like him and want to see him and hug him. im afraid of being alone. but i think i have to tear myself away from him because he's bad for me. i dont think he's a nice or good person anymore. i think he makes too many excuses and lies too much. i cant trust him.
and i have been told so often that alcoholics are bad news. but can someone tell me, describe to me, really make me see what it is like being in a relationship with an alcoholic? mabe this will be the final point i need to break it off. sometimes i cant tell if he's emotionally unavailable or just not that into me or probably both. either way......
relationship with alcoholic?? personal stories are good too.