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  1. you never know unless you talk with her... and when you do...LISTEN.... HEAR HER... dont only hear what you want and try to change the way she says it in your mind... learn from what she says... think about it... and if she stears toward not caring anymore... than you need to let go before you get TO sucked in!
  2. i dont condone rudeness and jealousy... say what you will...but your not welcome to call me stupid or welcome anymore to write a responce to my posts... until you fall in love and know what the real struggles of life are... than come back to me...but as far as you giving me any more advice... youve been squashed!
  3. ok...well if someone would please read my last posts you will understand were im coming from now... oh my goodness... do you believe... i go out with him last night... and i just fall in love all over again. sometimes i love him... sometimes i wanna rip his head off... i guess thats love... and i guess sometimes you have doubts... sometimes you have temptations... sometimes you have so many things going in your head... that you just dont know HOW TO FEEL... sometimes i feel i want to be with someone else... sometimes i look at him and i absolutly get butterflies... when i look at him... i could be so mad at him... he could be so mad at me.... we KNOW were not right for eachother... we know that we are two totally different people who think totally different ways... we dont know if were with eachother because its been 5 years and thats all we are use to... we dont know if were together because we dont want to see eachother wtih anyone else... we dont even know if we should be together...because we are so disfunctional sometimes... but we talked for about 3 hours the other day... and we always fall back on "i cant leave you baby... i love you".... and you know what... thats all that i need to know right now... im going to MOVE IN with him... and im GOING to hate him sometimes... and Im not always going to be happy... and im not always going to trust him... but for now...we have to see how things go... we can always move out and move our separate ways... i cant let this man go... i actually thought that i was mature and that I finally grew up... but i realized that... I have so much more growing up to do... and i cant sit and think about "what if someone better comes along for him and he leaves me... what if he starts to feel different"... because our relationship is going to get patched up... and were gonna get so comfertable with eachother...that no matter WHAT the situation... we can always sit and talk... and be mature about things... but as of now... people.... i feel great
  4. hey i would LOVE to hear more from everyone... it absolutly helps me... i dont want to give up on a great guy...this guys amazing... HES GONNA BE ON COPS when they call and tell us the date it is going to air (hes a cop) hes awsome...i was with him way before he started to succeed... he use to work at pizza hut for cryin out loud... i love him... i LOVE going out with him ...we go out almost every monday with a bunch of ppl and its so much fun.... and when i tell him i am thnking of just being single for awhile...ill get off the phone...and sit there...and want to call him back... and wake up the next day wondering "whats he doing, hey is he working today".... i dont know...its like "THE LAST KISS"...but only... i havent done or will NEVER do anythign to hurt anyone like that.... because ive been hurt like that.... maybe hes afraid that i will do the same thing he has done to me... i dont know... anyone else wanna just blabber on to me..
  5. short and sweet been with my boyfriend for 5 years...first year we were going out...he dumped me and did the single thing and all that stuff and than we got back together now i just turned 21 and recently ive been wanting to go out and party and do all those things...and i have such a good relationship with him that we talked about it and he begs me not to leave and that "its just a turnign 21 thing and everyone goes through it and ill get over it please dont leave"... im currently looking for a job...and HES always working...so maybe i just need a job to occupy my time...we are thinking really REALLY INTO moving in with eachother, but yet i dont want to move in and realize i want to be single... but my mom even said... u never know and you can ALWAYS change ur mind... but i love the kid...and he loves me ... and if we been together for 5 years...we shouldnt just GIVE THAT UP... but again... maybe im just bitter from what he did to me before.... we were so young and stupid...but yet that isnt a good enough excuse for me... i dont know...I REALIZE NOW this isnt a short and sweet message...but i wont go on. because were great ppl and theres nothing i would change...except for the way im feeling now.... i wanna be with him.... HELP!
  6. i am so sick and tired of everyone downing athiests.... i believe in SOMETHING. but what that is...i dont know... and people who "cant discuss things" shouldnt even have bothered to write a post about how they cant discuss it... (dont write anything at all) I say... dont give them money. tell them that you dont support it and or you have to budget your money for something else... dont explain yourself... you dont have to tell anyone anything you dont want to tell them... and you go head and believe whatever it is that you want to believe... in the end...we all die... nobody knows the TRUTH!
  7. wow...thank you everyone....i really appriciate the things you all are telling me...but when it comes down to it... i would never leave him... and again... i would move in with him...maybe i should just wait intil he pays off all of his debt ...that will be my altimatum... im not moving in with you until all your debt is fixed.... but again...maybe i need to talk to him... i dont know... i will keep all of you posted ...and i would appreciate if anyone of you would check back on me later on in the week and by than i will have talked to him and told you all that he said...we usually go out on mon/tue...because those are the days hes off... i will see... check back everyone... thank you a WHOLE BUNCH...it really helps to know that ppl are out there with the same problem.
  8. ive been with him for 5 years...theres NOTHING we cant talk about...but yet... when he talks to me about this...like "so i bought an x box with the rest of the money" and i look at him and shake my head...he goes "what jess" and i say "scott, common" and he really seriously doesnt think of what hes doing as bad UNTIL 2/3 weeks later... why cant you THINK NOW... but i love him...i want to move in with him... its been 5 years...were going strong... and i wouldnt let something like this jsut end our relationship... expecially if it can be fixed... does anyone have anything that i might be able to say to him. or anything that might click... everytime we drink... he always opens up to me...maybe i should see how hes really feeling when we drink and than go from there? I dont know... im clueless... maybe when he gets his own house and has bills he will see that you cant just SPEND money...you need them for bills? maybe it takes MOVING IN to see that...but for now... he doesnt see that a house costs...??? i dont know.. it hurts ... it hurts that i cant think of what to say to him, this is one thing that is going to be hard to talk to him about
  9. Ok...boyfriends great....well...one thing.... the kid doesnt know how how to manage money...hes so in debt...he took out a lone for $4,000 and BELIEVES somewere in his head that he doesnt have to pay that back...that he actually fixed the situation.... he buys stuff and later on regrets buying it...he has a 2006 mustang convertable that is $700 dollars a month = REGRETS IT buys a bloflex=regrets it buys me a $900 dollar ring 2 years ago = doesnt regret it but is still paying on it i cant move in with someone like that... and on top of all this... on top of it all... he goes out and buys the newest x-box with that money... come ON ARE YOU SERIOUS? ITS NOT FREE MONEY!!!!! men...how do you talk to someone about that...expecially if there so use to giving there parents money for there gambling problem, giving everyone money...basically like being the father of the house... what do i say. how do i say things? does he know what is really going on...or in his mind...does he think hes really ok?
  10. unfortunitally...no i cant
  11. thanx everyone...i appriciate it a lot but honestly...i dont look forward to it that much... i have learned to relax...and it does feel better everytime i relax more...but ever since i got off birth control...weve had to use a condom...and i dont want that to fall off or rip... and your right.. it only matters that we are together... i understand that...but to him its more...he wants me to... and i want to also...but again...ive never lettin him do oral on me ...he did it ONE TIME when we first started going out but thats 5 years ago and i was so imbarrased that i said stop real fast... i have to get RIGHT out of the shower before he does that... i dont want to stink... i just think maybe when we get our own house it will be much easier... ill be able to relax and nobody will be around or interrupt us... maybe thtas the problem,.... to many ppl can be around... and the car just isnt comfertable... maybe im that type... and what if he gives me head wrong? what do i do...tell him he isnt doing it right...ok so i tell him that...than what...i cant even please myself so how do i show him how... can u suck at giving girl head?
  12. ok...ive been with my boyfriend for about 6 years now.... ive been with 2 other girls before him...and i just can not find the orgasm spot...we tried everything and i even tried everything.... EVERYTHING...>ANYTHING.... is it possible that i just do not have a spot... i just am incapable of orgasming? in the shower when i put the showerhead on mine it feels good than for a secoind i get this like real good feeling for about 3 seconds and than i have to push the showerhead away cuz it feels like its tickeling...and when my bf cums and i suck on it a second after he goes AHH like it tickels...so maybe thats what mine is...but i dont feel rockets...i dont see flowers blooming.... we bought a dildo and treid that...and all i was feeling was something vibrating inside/.outside me.... common...5 years? if i cant even find it myself.... im very sexual active with my bf....anywhere anytime... anything.... i love him just being inside me... but as far as anything else.... i cant let him go on and keep trying so hard and nothing happens...he knows and i know...we just dont speak of it sometimes because he really REALLY TRIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SOMEONE HEEEEEEEEEEEELP...i just turned 21 and when we drink it feels much better...but i still doint see rockets people!!!!
  13. ok...ive been with my boyfriend for 5 and some years now.... love him to death... i just turned 21 and ppl tell me that thats why i might be feeling this way...but im going to get a job soon...and hes has a job and is suppose to get fulltime on it soon...so hes thinking about us moving in together.... thats a big step...sometimes i want to be single because i want to see what else is out there... but than when i am (when i break up with him)... i always wonder what hes doing and the weirdest part... i dont even look for guys or anything...all i want to do is call my man... so maybe everyone feels this way... maybe im not the only one... i want a house...i want a real nice house... its so hard when he works all the time 2 part time jobs...i never get to see him... if we live together we will see eachother...and if i work...i wont be so ANNOYING about seeing him because Ill be working to.... sometimes i just think...what if heeeeee gets sick of seeing me every morning.... he already when we first went out...went out and figured out what the single life wasnt for him.... i didnt get to do that...and to be honest... i really dont want to... i just dont want to be THE ONLY IDIOT that doesnt see my boyfriend running around on me... I know he doesnt...but like... what if he does... what if after a while he gets sick of me.... what if i get sick of him? what if we are MISERABLE....what if were happy...what if its great? i dont know.... i know i cant worry about the future....hes such a great guy...sometimes he doesnt listen...sometimes i wanna rip his head off...sometimes i want to GIDGE HIS EYES OUT...haha but i love him...and i could see myself for the rest of my life with him, but when i think that way...and think of him thinking of me that way...he says he wants to be with me forever...but like...what if things change.... can a man really wake up to one girl for the rest of his life...and be satisfied with that... i change my hair color all the time...not just for him, but for a change for myself...i think change is good sometimes.. ive never had an orgasm before...even with anyone else.... it never really actually felt as good as everyone says.... but recently.... ive felt it more and more little by little everytime.... is that possible? everytime to have sex with ur lover to start to feel it everytime a little betteR? or am i full of * * * *? would i just BUST OUT and have an orgasm if it felt better... someone... im 21...im so confused... were in love...i know we are.... but i am just cluuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuueless!
  14. what...in your life...is so bad...that you would want to HARM yourself?
  15. Hey EVeryone...again...lol Basically...i got sick for a week very bad that i needed to be put on morphine than got sick again the next week and had to be put on it again... my colon is inflammed and they think that i might have chrones disease....they found it REALLY WEIRD that i havent had my period in 3 years because of the birth control shot... now I dont know how the doctor didnt know that sometimes it does that already...but he hinted to me to get off it because I might be bleeding inside... i have no idea to tell you the truth...but BESIDES all this stuff thats going on... I just got off the shot about a month ago ... my hairs falling out WAY MORE than it use to...i mean i can make a WIG out of it by the end of the week...and my breasts are soo tender.... can anyone tell me if there are side affects when you GET OFF the shot... or anything about this situation im in... is it normal? is it not normal?
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