M,
we loved eachother so much we exhausted one another. You were so sweet to me and I was so sweet to you we had to be together all the time. For almost a year all we did was wake up together, spend the day together, and fall asleep in eachothers warmth, with few outside interruptions. A part of me will miss that so much, M, how tight we were. But when you told me that you couldn't wait to see me when I was all grown up it gave me hope, that I would be the first person you think of when you're ready for a girlfriend again, it helped me get through today. I really hope we can take this time to better ourselves.. We both need alot of help. We both have a long journey ahead of us and we cant put that away for eachother anymore. Remember that intervention episode where those two anorexic twins would ONLY wanna spend time with eachother, but at the same time they fought like cats and dogs... while STILL following eachother room to room, and clinging on to eachother? We laughed at their craziness, but thats us M. Remember how the twins went to seprate rehabs in the end? Thats what we gotta do. We have to find our own way and be healthy and happy, learn to always keep our friends close, before we can spend the rest of our lives together. I love you so much, really I always will. and I dont think anyone has ever loved me as much as you. Please find me again one day..