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its been about 20 days since we last spoke you changed your passwords so now i cant even spy on you It was i that left you, but I truly cared about you so much I'm sitting here contemplating If i should text you, but i know i shouldn't because from what I can tell your pain has started to subside. If i contacted you, it would be to make my self feel better, and it would make you feel worse. And to cause you even more pain is not what i want. God i wish I knew what you were doing, it was how i coped with your loss. I think i'm addicted, checking ur fb/email multiple times a day like a stalker, but now with no access, this hurts Its bitter sweet knowing that you too are also moving on and as everyday goes by the reality that we may never be in touch become to be more real, its not scary as it is depressing I hope you succeed I did love you