Doc Blaze

Why do you care so much about what your friends think. Why do you let them have so much control over you. As you get older, yes they will be your friends but they will have their own lives but then what about you. Your best friend is not a best friend. I know you are an adult and you are responsible for your own actions but you have changed since she has been around you. It was like she was jealous of our relationship the whole time. I hope that you will learn one day that you cannot please everyone in at the end of the day, whatever makes you happy, go for it without being afraid of being judged.

why do u come back into my life..and then act cold..lol seriously dont contact me like i told u before..your not even a good friend..but keep trying to blame me...enjoy your life

Days like today i have mixed feelings and i dunno how i am really feeling. All the concerts that your going to this year that we used to go together..knowing ur going with ur friends and im not going at all kinda puts a damper on my day.....trying not to think about it too much

sometimes i feel im fully over you and enjoying the single life but then random things make me miss you...i just miss the days we hung out did things...and just you being around me....

DAy 8.....im keeping strong..still hurts like helll but not as much...havent cried in a while which is good...it sucks right after i get home from work...i dont want to think about her anymore

8 days now...fb got me wondering wat u were up to....mornings are he worse...i still dont understand you but ..w/e im just trying to better myself...

That morning pain of you not being there anymore...worst feeling ever. How are you suppose to start the day off great when i wake up in an empty bed. The relationship was always about you no matter how much you sugarcoated it with with bs...

well guys im back..didnt think it would be this fast...smh... what i would like to say to her is why...things were great, why are u scared of the future...me graduating makes u feel like its time to grow up? i dont get it...maybe its better we didnt drag it out this time..you hurt me bad this time...takes a lot to make me cry... you need to learn how to deal with stress and things not always going the way they should or every relationship u have will be a dissapointment.

Well I just asked my gf if she wanted to try things again last night and she said yes...we broke up 6 months ago..went through NC Fwb then NC...she came back to me..and was the one to reach out to me..things have been good for a month so she has been asking lately about trying again..i was a little nervous but i decided last night that i would give it a try... ps: she was the one that broke up with me... if you have any questions..you can ask me here or through PM..i will be willing to answer anything if you want ....( for everyone)

THIS time around im not sad..im pissed off. that you used me and try to deny like you had no feelings. you were the one who encouraged it at first when i denied it..i should of kept it that way. im mad because if you were the friend you said you were you wouldnt of let things play out like this..your good at hiding your emotions but i can read through you..have fun "living it up"....you just lost a good guy and im not waiting for you anymore..i dont deserve being treated like this.

Yup u did it again and you never seem to amaze me...i dont get you..you dont even treat me like a friend..i would never treat you the way you talked to me...keep that up and nobody will ever want to be in a relationship anymore..your not 10..grow up

I dont get you, why do you have to be so negative about life. why are you scared of things. why are you scared to let yourself be exposed.Not everyone is perfect, your not perfect, its ok to make mistakes. It happens all the time.

we have been hanging out some lately...Just want to know what your thninking...you say you broke up with me because were a different pts in our life and i know this is def true but im starting to feel that you broke up with me now because you didnt want to be hurt more, not that you didnt want to hurt me...maybe both and if the first part is true, i dont care...i just wish you would open up to me fully. I know you have come along way with that and im surprised you have even opened up this much because i know you only open to your best friend and me a lot. I just want you to know that its ok to be weak and let your guard down sometimes..sometimes gettting everything helps you to recover...it not good to hold things in and i feel thats where we didnt match well. I wanted to settle things asap and you kind swept things under the rug until you werent mad anymore but the problems contiuned to happen..its ok..like i said at least we havent argued in a while

Funny how you always have to create an issue when there is nothing wrong...like ive been saying since we started talking again..are YOU ok with the situation..things have been fine with us for the last 2 weeks then out of no where, you bring up some bs asking if im ok and if im getting attached..i said no..i feel your starting to gain feelings again and thats why you keep asking me. Ive been acting the same and you have been acting weird the past 2 days. Just let things flow for once without overthinking everything

well.... i probably did one of the worst things i could possibly do to myself for healing. i cant believe we slept with each other..smh...whats funny is your acting like the person who was dumped and im acting like the person who dumped you..any chance you get to contact me you do. we talked about this and i agree drunken words are sober thoughts then why are you fighting this...we actually talked sober and got alot of unsolved feeling and emotions out...its like your doing everything as if we were still dating then all the sudden ur like we cant go back to the way things were...im not riding this ride again..i dont get you...you keep asking me if im ok and this and that but it feels like your hurting more than i am right now.