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  1. I don't mind answering personal questions at all. When I lose the weight, I do not do it for others necessarily. I do it for myself. I feel a lot better at 157'ish right now then I did at 200 lbs. I don't think its simply being more liked - I have lots of friends right now and almost all girls/guys say I'm not fat or overweight.. For Fun - I do something with my friends.Whether its going to a Pool place, to the beach,or just even hanging out at our houses ( mainly mine ). I see friends every single day and every night.They pretty much hang with me until usually 11:30'ish. We talk about anything..Hell we've had talks about racism ( saw a movie based on it ) to girlfriends to cars to whatever.. Sexual preference? Lean more toward girls but I'm also open to guys.Some call me bi, confused, somewhat bi,etc.. Honestly I don't care what other people think accept for my friends and My gf's. I did manage to eat today though... and I was able to snack last night without throwing up, only ate a few chicken tenders from burger king though.. thats about 80 calories, or 90...Today though I ate a regular school lunch ( went for most nutrious, Turkey Cassorole with Corn and a roll, watermelon and chocolate milk. ) felt goood but i don't feel like eating again.
  2. I came on here for a few reasons. 1) seeking effects of Anorexia, like what can happen 2 you besides hairloss and falling unconscious for not eating for a few days. And I was also looking for ways to over come it once I get down to an ideal weight. I do care about what everyone else is saying its just that I can't just drop it..and I also wanted to elaborate for those who are near anorexia. It is not fun, You get severe cotton mouth and even drinking doesn't cure it.From there you might want to eat a lot of times but you're actually afraid and/or paranoid that if you eat that you will actually gain a lot of weight.. ( Anywhere I go I have to see how many calories are actually in something.. At Burger king near me, they have all their sandwhiches and such listed. ) If I do eat, I try to keep my calories under 100 or 200.. I just half or so of a medium size onion ring from burger king (small is 180 calories, 80 of those are fat cals )....half of a medium is less then a small, so i didn't get much. Anorexia can also lead to other disorders,In my opinion cannot tell you how bad I want to throw up right now to get rid of this "fat" but i'm trying to keep it in my system. Please excuse my stubborness if you see it as that..
  3. well coke is actually different..Just one of the big reasons I was doing it was cause of the rapid weight loss, the other reason is because I liked it... I know this all sounds wrong and I have told some friends...Hell one of my friends threatened to shove the food down my mouth, but she didn't.. I know I have to eat sometime,my other friend told me about her anorexia..I was thinking about trying something small and healthy like a banana or something, but not tonight. I still feel bad from throwing up.
  4. I appreciate what you guys are saying but I disagree when you say its a control issue..I have been trying to find different ways to get skinny.. I used Hydroxycut w/ exercuse intially,lost about 20... I used cocaine a month ago and lost prolly 20,25 lbs from that... I got out of that too.. and I'm not getting back into drugs, wouldn't have many friends left if I did I'm sure. And Now here I am,still trying to lose the weight.. Thinkin bout going down to 140, 145..
  5. I wouldn't know who to go to, its not as though I am extraodinarily skinny for my size..Hell i'm average if anything.. But Still I'm just wondering if I'm gonna be able to stop myself once I get my ideal weight...
  6. This may be a shock to a lot of you guys/girls.. I am actually pretty far into becoming Anarexic.Sad thing is I know it and I actually want to go through with it.Well a great part of me does want it to keep going on but a small part of me wants it to stop. The Other day I began coming like this... I got kinda bad one day to the point where I only had a bowl of cereal for breakfast and halfa pickle for dinner....Pickle was about 7 calories, cereal was probably 50.. By the way, I am not a girl... I am a guy..I am 18years old.. I haven't worked out recently because I have been depressed but I will start soon again. I was actually not that bad with my anarexia, but I pretty much wouldn't allow myself to intake more than 200 or 250 calories a day.Now after a huge fight with my dad, his gf, and then my Gf just ended it last night telling me she's going back to her X.. Which pretty much broke my heart into pieces ( I got wayyyy too attached in a short amount of time ). Anyway,now I have pretty much began the trend... I just ate for the first time since Subday night... and then i threw it up..I hope I'm not beliamic too... my friend is over here and she just talked to me about how she used to be anorexic.. Well heres something interesting.. I weighed about 165 saturday or friday.. i just weighed myself, 160.. I am 6'2 and have a decent amount of muscle..Imo... Update- After weighing myself again,156.... from last nights 160..I also noticed greyish hair when i got my hair cut today.
  7. This may be a shock to a lot of you guys/girls.. I am actually pretty far into becoming Anarexic.Sad thing is I know it and I actually want to go through with it.Well a great part of me does want it to keep going on but a small part of me wants it to stop. The Other day I began coming like this... I got kinda bad one day to the point where I only had a bowl of cereal for breakfast and halfa pickle for dinner....Pickle was about 7 calories, cereal was probably 50.. By the way, I am not a girl... I am a guy..I am 18years old.. I haven't worked out recently because I have been depressed but I will start soon again. I was actually not that bad with my anarexia, but I pretty much wouldn't allow myself to intake more than 200 or 250 calories a day.Now after a huge fight with my dad, his gf, and then my Gf just ended it last night telling me she's going back to her X.. Which pretty much broke my heart into pieces ( I got wayyyy too attached in a short amount of time ). Anyway,now I have pretty much began the trend... I haven't eaten since last night... Edit - my friend is over here and she just talked to me about how she used to be anorexic.. Well heres something interesting.. I weighed about 165 saturday or friday.. i just weighed myself, 160.. I am 6'2 and have a decent amount of muscle..Imo
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