I still miss you sometimes, and there are moments when I want you back.
I'm starting to doubt my love to you, though. Because I don't want you to be happy. I want you to suffer. Suffer and regret for ever leaving me after I fought so much for you.
I tried not to hate you... I really did. But what you did after the break up... who you were after it... you gave me all the reasons to hate you.
I now realize how different we are. We always were. Your friends vs. mine. We tried to make it work, they tried to make it work, but in the end water just can't mix with oil.
I was a fool to have actually thought you were different. All you can see is your effort. You never saw mine.
"Don't act like I didn't fight for you. I did. Hard, and for a long time. So please, forgive me if now that we're over, I'm exhausted." - Blair Waldorf