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  • Birthday 11/15/1986

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  1. wiley
    Grrrrr! You are on my mind alot today. Why why why?? Why did you say you didn't want me to let go? It's caused so much pain and anger and damaged everything we had. You said you didn't want us to go downhill like things did with your ex.. but thu have. All because you didn't want to tell me the truth and wanted to leave me hanging.
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    Its been 2 days since i've taken everything that reminds me of you OUT of my life. You said wanted 'space', but was using it as a cowardly way of ending us. I still have no answer but I will get ME back. 2 days and im feeling good now there are no reminders of you. I wish you all the happiness in the world, maybe one day we can be friends again like we started off as, but for now I need to find myself again.
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    Just had another urge to look at her facebook page but I won't!! It's doing me good knowing that i can look at it any time I want but I'm strong enough not to. I know I could just block her but I know she looks at my profile all the time which may bring her closer as it has pics of me looking good. I'm still wondering what she wants as she gave no reason to not wanting to be with me anymore, other than 'I need space'. Which is the worst thing ever as id rather be told out straight that she didn't like me in that way anymore.
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    Day 3 of no contact after she broke it by sending me a text saying 'I miss you'.... Could have been better if it said 'I miss us' but hey. I miss her so much today (sunday) and had a massive urge to send her a message but I was strong and didnt. She doesn't seem to be as happy since we broke up as her facebook status's are not very positive and upbeat like they used to be. Maybe she isnt happy? Maybe I will never know. Well i'm going to stay no contact still as each time I do she usually contacts me, so the saying is true, 'you dont know what you got till its gone'. Stay strong everyone, it helps alot knowing that millions of other people are also going through the same pain as us.
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    Day 22 or something?... I was feeling so good until tonight... My sister was telling me about my ex's status on facebook. She told me before I realized that I shouldn't be hearing it. She said her status said things like "my bf is the most charming perfect person ever" etc.. As soon as she told me this I instantly felt like crap!! Why did I have to listen! I just want to curl up and sleep. Sleep seems to help alot. Just another confirmation that she's never coming back. Word of advice people... Don't get too curious to how your ex is doing. It does more harm than good, 2 steps back.
  6. wiley
    About day 15 I think, still miss her... talking to her... holding her... but feeling stronger than ever. Time really does help. Another thing that keeps me at NC is weighing out the odds... eg. If i talk to her.... it will put me back to square 1 and I will gain nothing from it, BUT if i keep at NC its a win win situation. Even though I care about her alot, I don't want to know what shes been up to or how her new relationship is going. Silence is bliss... it really is. Need a holiday too! Been thinking somewhere nice like California or something
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    Been about 2 weeks now, not been getting urges to talk to her at all which is good. She called me at work just now and asked me for the name and location of a restaurant we went to which we both liked... What the hell? Why couldnt she have just looked it up or called the 118 directory service?! Seems she is doing the same things me and her used to do, with her new BF. She is probably just trying to rub it in. Oh well. I don't want to be her friend!
  8. wiley
    It will happen guys, time is your friend
  9. wiley
    Its about day 10 or 11 I think? Feeling alot better and not thinking about her as much. Even though a work colleague of mine said she came into the place I work with her new BF, I wasn't in that day. After he told me I was a bit upset, but it didn't take me long to cheer up again which was surprising. Been putting new relationships on hold for a bit while I sort ME out! Relationships are nice, but I think sometimes they are made out to be something magical when they are not. I think alot of people are just lonely being single and NEED someone with them to make them feel better and not as lonely. I know thats what I wanted.
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    Well I saw her today. I had to get some money off her. I didn't stay very long and I was talking to our old house mate more than her. I don't know why but when I go round there she always makes sure her new BF is there. Or maybe he makes sure he's there. I didn't feel as bad as I thought I would after, which i'm quite surprised at! And yes I told her I had met someone new (I haven't) and she asked if she was prettier than her..... Was she trying to get an ego boost? I have had so much anger inside me for the past 2 weeks or so, and I don't know why. I think i'm just mad at her for throwing it all away and getting with someone else so soon I think. Back to NC.
  12. wiley
    I see where you are coming from. Its just the times we have spoken she ALWAYS asks if i've got a new girlfriend yet and sounds concerned. Im just going through the stage of "anger" I suppose. She ignores my texts being friendly, so I don't care how it might affect her anymore. Ive worn myself out trying with her.
  13. wiley
    Im thinking about telling my ex im seeing someone new. I don't know what I want to gain from it, I suppose I just want to make her jealous. I can't put myself in a worse position than I am in now. I can't be friends with her. So I suppose its my "one last attempt". Maybe im being stupid.
  14. wiley
    Oh no - What happened?
  15. wiley
    Numero 9! - As each day goes by, the temptation to contact her lessens, which is a good thing I suppose. Im starting to get the urge to date again, I know it would been too soon (only 2 months since the break-up) but I think im pretty stable now and I don't want it to be a rebound. Maybe another month or 2 before I should get "out there" again. Been sleeping alot better than a few weeks ago! She might try and contact me in 2 days about some money I have to collect, so im just going to tell her to leave it with the neighbour or something to avoid seeing her. There is NO way I want to go back to feeling like crap!
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