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Anyone have the feeling that people are just taunting you, playing games with your head. I know one girl in particular that just loves mind screwing me. I just wanna go around to her house and beat her butt to a pulp. Anyone else feel that when they get played by a girl they just wanna go and clean their clock? I don't know, if I see her in town again I might start swinging. I know violence is wrong, but when these people just play with your emotions you feel like playing a baseball bat into their faces. What do you recommend when you feel light punching somebodies head in, how do you control yourself? I'm gonna snap if they keep messing with my head. Then they'll know I'm not someone to be trifled with.

Yo, \I'm not too certain that it stunts your growth. I heard it's a urban myth. Check out muscletalk.co.uk and ask that forum what they think. They've helped me alot.

Hey all, GENERAL RANT MODE: ACTIVATED. Now that I got sacked from my job from too many sick days I have even less to do. I'm not really unhappy about getting sacked since I didn't enjoy my job anyway. Now though I find that my idle hands are evil. I wake up in the morning eat some breakfast, go to the liquor shop and start drinking when I get home. In the evenings I specialize in lighting up fat blunts of sinsemillia and toke on it til I just pass out on the bed. I don't really even enjoy the very deep introspective phase I get into when I'm stoned but I'm sooo bored it's a cheap thrill. Also smoking the herb is the only thing that can help me sleep quickly. My Mom keeps on saying to go out with friends and that on weekends, I just can't be bothered anymore. I've become real apathetic over the last 2 weeks. Haha, I wake up at midday then get sloshed and stoned so I can get to sleep and do it all over again the next day. I used to go to the gym when I was back in work but I just don't have any motivation left in me. What's the point in going to the gym, what's the point of life for that matter? My social life these days is a big fat ZERO, but I realise that I am partly to blame for this. Although stranglely it doesn't bother me as much as it should. I'm not depressed, I don't cry myself to sleep. I don't hurt myself. I just don't get life and the people in life. Sorry for the long post, I'm toasted. Night night, don't let the bed bugs bite. 0X

I think I have an over-active sex drive. I'm 20 years old and male. I think most guys my age are horny but I think I'm beyond horny.... there are SOOOO many pills for guys to get a hard on. Is there medication my doctor can prescribe to reduce my sex drive to nil? That would be a blessing. If anyone knows of any drugs that REALLY lower sex drive please tell me! I don't want to come straight out and ask my doctor, sounds a bit weird... in a age where people want more of a sex drive I want mine reduced

Hey hey people, How is everyone? I'm just curious here. Some people say you shouldn't change who you are for somebody else. Then others say "well if you want more attention from the opposite sex, maybe you should make yourself more desireable to them, ie; workout, haircut, change of clothes etc etc.... So what's the answer then? What if your happy with how you look, but the opposite sex doesn't dig your groove? Do you say "screw them" and be lonely forever, or change and be someone else? Thanks peeps. Confused.

So are you saying your staying a virgin til your married? That's cool.. unless your as horny as me then it would never happen. So you think 27 is too old while others are in their early mid 20's getting married. I don't think so. I believe you're still young for marriage, but you are dating women now, right? If you're not then I'd start shting my pants.

Yes with teenagers. Why? Because I've past my teens now and feel that I've missed out on part of my teenage years, that's why whenever I hear of teen girls having sex with their studly boyfriends it brings up feelings of bitterness and resentment, since I've missed out and still am missing out. No, I've never had any female friends. Sure, there are some females who I make small talk to at work, but they're not friends, just acquaintances.

Sex is constantly on my mind, I'm 20 years old and it's on my mind 24/7. I have an insatiable appetite for women, but here in lies the problem... I don't have a woman to keep my lust satisfied. There is only so much jacking off a guy can take before he goes mental. Everyone is a sexual being and those that deny that they don't need a partner to keep themselves sexually satisfied are deluding themselves. I'm becoming a "player hater" these days, ie I'm pissed of with the dudes and babes that are getting action while I'm standing in the sidelines with my right hand on my johnson. I don't think it's natural for a 20yr old to have not had any partners in their life. This is something I should've been doing in highschool, but due to me being somewhat socially inept I didn't, nor had I ever had any girls I like fancy me. Every time I hear some babe already have a boyfriend and she's only 16 I'm thinking "god damnit, another chick that is getting banged and loving it.." It's not only sex I want, more so the companionship of another female who I lust after. Everyday and night I wake up to the same old story in my head; "all these teen chicks that are in love with their boyfriends and having endless amounts of great sex" just makes me more and more bitter by the day. You know, it's hard for an oversexed individual who can't get girls, everyday is a struggle. Just wanted to get this off my chest....*sighs*

I've got a nice set of boobies on me that would make 12yr old girls jealous. My A cups are an embarrassment. I went to see another doctor for a second opinion. I got a nice set of titties, oh yeah... He made me take a blood test and when the results came back it appears I have too much estrogen(female hormone) in me great. Now I'm off to see a specialist who will most likely put me on some hormone therapy so I can at least look somewhat like a normal 20 year old hetrosexual male. Two questions for you all. Any guys here ever done any hormone therapy thing for gymecostia(man boobs)? Secondly, you think when I get my boob job done(hormone therapy) that I'll be all the more sucessful with ladies? (not many women go for guys with boobs, believe it or not. Boobs aren't masculine features which girls crave)

Thanks Ash. Some interesting ideas I'll look into. Why? Obviously my Mom. But then again I didn't ask to be born. She decided to burden my presense onto this world. Respect who more? Why should I give respect, like I've done for the past 20yrs, when I get none back?

I have for 20yrs now been trying. I talk with a variety of women, none who want anything to do with me. Two guesses why that is. I do. I didn't just walk up to the mirror and say, I'm great. I look good. I did it for months and it didn't work. Oh also, I can't help but feel resentment to my mother. She knew she was screwed up from the get go and decided to have kids anyway and pass on her gruesome genetics. Great work Mom.

you should learn to like who you see in the mirror Wow is that it just smile??? Wow thanks I'm cured now. Seriously, how the hell do I like myself when I look DESPICABLE. It DOESN'T work. I've been seeing a counsellor for a little while now and she says look in the mirror and say only positive things about yourself. It doesn't work!!!! For example if a obese man looks in the mirror and says "I'm good looking, a real stud..." he can say it, but what he sees in the mirror, he will NEVER believe the words his mouth says. How the hell am I supposed to think I look good when obviously I don't. Obviously if I looked fine I'd have some interest from some girls. The best judge of telling how attractive one is is by how many members of the opposite sex are interested in you. That is a FACT. [/url]

enadevoli, it's not like a walk around brooding, self loathing with my head down all the time. I talk, joke around with people and generally "appear" happy on the outside. Girls don't want to be seen with someone who looks like he's been in space for 2yrs then came back to earth and doesn't know how to walk properly because he forgot how it's done. That's what this spine condition of mine does to me. While it does not cause me physical discomfort the emotional discomfort it provides me more then makes up for it. I do have hobbies and interests which I pursue, has it got me anywhere with the ladies? No. You really have to see me in walking motion to get an idea of how awkward I come off. I'm a sight for sore eyes.

Why would she be very lucky to be with me? Hmmm trying to think why she'd be lucky with me... Drawing blanks here.

Haha, ebenezer..... hmmm something good about myself. Well I always took pride that in that I'm a good speller and... oh hang on, that's it....