Punished Angel

you said that jumping off a building sounds scary, oh and killing yourself isn't??If you REALLY wanted to kill yourself you wouldnt give a damn how you did,as long as you were did right? thats all that matters to you? your not thinking of anyone but yourself. If you love your kids as much as u said, would u want them growing up knowing that their father took his life in his own hands when you have still months to live? That may screw their lives up as well. And stop being so damn pathetic going on a forum to ask hows the best way to kill yourself.You know what..if you wanna kill yourself, do it.but you dont know what comes after that......

Picture you guys growing old together. Can you see yourself in the future living with all those "CONS"???...think of how hard or long it make take him to stop or get better on those things.....but hey..everyones got thins in them that they have to work on.

hey, if you feel like youve done the wrong thing by breaking up with him..then maybe you werent supose to.If you love him that much ,then he mst have done something pretty bad to make u break up with him.I know it really hurts losing ur first love,Cause im going through the same thing. I wish u the best of luck

Thanks Guys for the advice,I will keep my eyes open

Theres this guy that used to go my school.I really liked him the moment i saw him.Everyone knew i had the hugest crush on him including the teachers lol.He even knew also.we lived on the same street,He liked me for some period of time.I use to call him up and talk to him and talk online and all.So we were friends.The only problem there was that i could never get the courage to actually say hi to him AT school.I always studerred.Then he moved to another school and i thought i wouldnt see him again,but then when i went to a different school (different than his) he moved and went there also.weve seen eachother many times in the hall,I said hi to him this week,first words to him in 2 years.I feel so deeply for him and i would do almost anything for him,i even once talked to him ex to get back with him and it worked.He has a girlfriend,and i know i have to accept that.I know im in love with him.But hes not in love with me.he doesnt even notice me anymore....what if i had my chance with him? and now its gone......hes the only guy that ever did really like me,ive had a bad past with relationships with guys.hes the only one that ever stood out.And now im stuck with the question,what should i do?

well i dont think i ever helped you with this. but im glad everything worked out wonderfully between you guys

*sighs* she likes you man, Just tell her in YOUR own words. You shouldnt use other peoples words to express yourself to someone. Its just not right.

hey man it aint your fault that their fat. Its theirs for eating so many god damn donoughts. i think their idiots for what their doing to you.

No one can really help you in a situation like this, but yourself. Your not helping yourself by not talking to other poeple and socializing. You ouviously have lack of confidence,but not everyone is the same,so for goodness sake, talk to poeple. ,,,There are poelpe that love you ,you just dont see it.

smiling always gives off a great first impression.....But you know you shouldnt just smile at the girls that you think are pretty, you should smile at anyone that looks at you,or even when your just walking down the hall and someone passes, you should always smile. It just makes you look like a nice guy.

i know i know....I do believe in second chances of course ..but i dont believe in a 3rd one.I just think that you cant fully change any human being...But its true i think, some people never change. It all depends on the inividuel. *hugs*

hey there, Im your age, and ive been in a somewhat simliar situation. And there have been many times when i thought i was in love but then found out that they were all jackasses......BBUUT this aint about me this is about you, so i wouldnt jump to conclusions. You need to wait more. I dont think that your in love BUT you never know....When your in love....trust me, you'll know, and you wouldnt have to go to a site to ask other people if you are or not. You'll just know. If you have msn add me at email removed so we can chat more I wish you the best of luck with you relationships

here its is...plain and simple You cannot change a man. No one really changes these days

Im in The Craft (witch craft) .. if you ...have not ever preformed a spell in your life or even read about the craft, then that love spell wont to jack. Im serious, you need to be well practiced to preform a spell.It sometimes even takes years. if you.. do know about the craft and you are a wiccan and you DO preform magick,, Then No....dont preform it...how can you see doing a love spell is right?? Its not, its wrong,,,witches/warlocks dont do magick to control other people, its about helping others and yourself....yes this may help you,but this isnt helping her.... You CANNOT make another human being love you...you have no right messing with other epoples emotions,,,they are too preccious to mess with. If you really love her you would respect her for not loving you back.If she really loved you then she wouldnt have been so greedy and fooled around with another guy. You ouviously cant take no for an answer which is pathetic and actually quite scarey. You need to learn and conrtol yourself ...its not about working on her , its about working on yourself. Would you want her to love you becuz of the love spell, but really in her heart she doesnt love you and want to be with you,,,,and your living with a pitty love and with guilt inside.. or would you rather be with her when she really truley does love you ,,and its not magick between you guys and feeling love and not guilt. And if you do choose to do the love spell becuz youd do anything to get her back....Then you seriously need to get a life if everything in your life revolves around her. Thats sick. true or fake...your pick..

Go up to them and say hey to your best friend in that gruop, and just ask can i sit here? and then just start talking to her. Dont think about the other girls as much cuz their not the poeple that you care about.Or if you see a girl that is kinda like you and likes hanging with the boys or is also a tomboy in a way,Then introduce yourself to her. Another good way is to join sports. thats where you will meet many different girls,usually girly girls (which i also hate) arent into sports as much cuz well....they dont wanna break a nail( ) lol , anyways....yeah. Just try to do some of those things that i told you to do, i bet they will help. You can add me on msn if you have it mine is: email removed. We can chat if you would like to.