Day 3
I am still waiting for things to get easier...i guess it would have been easier now if I stopped talking to my ex a long time ago. Learn from my mistakes everyone....cut them off or you will still be suffering almost 2 years later! I regret always the way I handled the breakup. I made it so easy for my ex...he NEVER had the chance to miss me. The day we broke up he contacted me and kept contacting me after wanting to be friends by text, email, msn and phone! We were in a long distance relationship...if we were in the same country he would have wanted to see me as well...in fact whenever I traveled to where he was (my sister lives there and I used to live there 5 years until i had to leave bc i could not work there). Anyways we would always see eachther. I helped him move on by ALWAYS being there like such a fool. I never once ignored him bc I am too nice. Any crumb of contact he gave me I jumped and was so nice to him...when what I really should have done was ignore him. Now I am the one to suffer and he is someone I dont even like anymore. I miss what he used to be, how we used to be. Now he is someone I would never look at....I guess I am just hurt from the pain he caused me and the death of "us" and the old him...now its like he is some cold big headed jerk.