i had this boyfriend who i really really loved named tony. ever since i met him ive been so happy, well until today. he told me we needed to talk n thats when i knew i was ***ed. we really like eachother (i guess, its sketchy cause he dumped me) i have the convo down below but i just wanna know a few things. If he just wants to be friends out of pity or he feels bad or somethin like that, if there is a chance that he is gonna not work as much and we can hook back up again, if i should just move on, or if there is any way to make him change his mind. i am desparate for help because i really really love this guy n he says he loves me just as much, but i dont want it to end, specially like this....
D0nTLeTmEgeTmEe: i dont think this relationship is working out. i work too much and we barely get to see eachtoehr. we never talk on the phone and we only talk online and its never about anything other than when we aregon see each other next. i really id like you but iwas thinking and i think my life is way too busy with work n stff right now to have a boyfriend. and i dont wanna hhurt u in the long run so i think we should break up now
Tap ass G: but next week u r gonna get some days off
Tap ass G: n i didnt even know u wanted to talk on the phone
D0nTLeTmEgeTmEe: yes i am but one of those days is my moms birthday
Tap ass G: cause if u do i have no prob doin it
D0nTLeTmEgeTmEe: so thats two days and two days only for awhile
D0nTLeTmEgeTmEe: i cant keep lyin and goin into work early
D0nTLeTmEgeTmEe: and its not that we dont tlak o n the phone its just that we dont talk
Tap ass G: the reason y we r always talkin about when we get to see eachother next is cause i miss u sooo much
D0nTLeTmEgeTmEe: we only talk online and thats not even like talk talk
Tap ass G: u even said it was gonna get better when we started school
D0nTLeTmEgeTmEe: im said thyat
D0nTLeTmEgeTmEe: but part of me doesnt believe it
D0nTLeTmEgeTmEe: i donno if it will
D0nTLeTmEgeTmEe: and i dont wanna hurt you so its over
Tap ass G: u r hurtin me a lot more endin it
D0nTLeTmEgeTmEe: im hurting me too.
D0nTLeTmEgeTmEe: but its better early than later
Tap ass G: we can make it thru this babe
Tap ass G: please dont do this
D0nTLeTmEgeTmEe: im sorry but..ive amde up my mind
D0nTLeTmEgeTmEe: im really sorry
Tap ass G: please
Tap ass G: im crying
D0nTLeTmEgeTmEe: i dont qwanna hurt u anymore
D0nTLeTmEgeTmEe: im sorry please dont cry
D0nTLeTmEgeTmEe: we can saitll be friends
D0nTLeTmEgeTmEe: and who knows..maybe when everythings not so crazy we can ge t back togather
Tap ass G: tony
D0nTLeTmEgeTmEe: im sorry///pl;ease dont cry
Tap ass G: this is just gonna make things worse
Tap ass G: just because things arent perfect doesnt mean u have to give up
D0nTLeTmEgeTmEe: i donno. we can still be friends so maybe itll make it better
D0nTLeTmEgeTmEe: and like i said..theres always the chance of getting back together when things arent so crazy in mah life
D0nTLeTmEgeTmEe: im really sorry...
D0nTLeTmEgeTmEe: i feel horrible buti know i ts for the better
Tap ass G: ur wrong
D0nTLeTmEgeTmEe: i might be..i odnno
Tap ass G: u have no idea how lucky the both of us are
Tap ass G: ive met a ton of guys n none of em even come close to u
D0nTLeTmEgeTmEe: u told me u only met one
Tap ass G: yeah back when i was lookin for guys
Tap ass G: but once i found u it was only u
D0nTLeTmEgeTmEe: i know that but sitll there are more people. im not looking anymore
D0nTLeTmEgeTmEe: my life is too busy n crazy
D0nTLeTmEgeTmEe: ur the perfect guy u deserve better
D0nTLeTmEgeTmEe: this isnt ur fault its mine
Tap ass G: listen
Tap ass G: if u really want a serious b/f like u said b4, u cant just give up when everything doesnt go perfect
D0nTLeTmEgeTmEe: i know i cant ubt ists not that its not perfect its jsut my life is too busy right now i work too much and stuff
D0nTLeTmEgeTmEe: andi cant cvhange how much i work
D0nTLeTmEgeTmEe: ive tried
D0nTLeTmEgeTmEe: i need the money
D0nTLeTmEgeTmEe: but ive made up my mind..im sorry hunny. i still wanna be ur friend and if u dont wanna ill understand
Tap ass G: we can make this work
Tap ass G: this all isnt entirely ur fault
Tap ass G: ive been a bastard about u havin to work
D0nTLeTmEgeTmEe: letsn ot balme anyone. whats done is done for now
D0nTLeTmEgeTmEe: maybe it can work later on
D0nTLeTmEgeTmEe: i donno we'll have to see
D0nTLeTmEgeTmEe: like i saidi still wanna be ur friend
Tap ass G: this is a huge mistake
Tap ass G: even if u think i deserve better i already think i got or had the best, im just gonna end up waitin for u ne ways
D0nTLeTmEgeTmEe: we'll know in the future
D0nTLeTmEgeTmEe: im not the best
D0nTLeTmEgeTmEe: u can find better trust me
D0nTLeTmEgeTmEe: now i have to go
Tap ass G: where?
Tap ass G: dont go
D0nTLeTmEgeTmEe: i need to get ready and shower and stuff
D0nTLeTmEgeTmEe: i have to im sorry goodbye hunny
Tap ass G: we can still b friends but this really hurts
Tap ass G: bye
D0nTLeTmEgeTmEe: i know it hurts me too but maybe its all for the best
D0nTLeTmEgeTmEe: bai
D0nTLeTmEgeTmEe: not bai forever
D0nTLeTmEgeTmEe: bai for now
Tap ass G: its not for the best
Tap ass G: how the hell can i get u to see that?
D0nTLeTmEgeTmEe: ill be home at around 830
D0nTLeTmEgeTmEe: ill talk to you then. im sorry sweetie ..bai
Tap ass G: i have to work @ culvers tonite so ill bb at like 1030
D0nTLeTmEgeTmEe: k ill talk to u then
D0nTLeTmEgeTmEe: baii hunny. im sorry again
Tap ass G: ggrrr will u ***in think about this?
D0nTLeTmEgeTmEe: yes
D0nTLeTmEgeTmEe: i will
D0nTLeTmEgeTmEe: but i donno if thatll help
D0nTLeTmEgeTmEe: baiii