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xRoh last won the day on October 3 2010

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  1. Thank you for your kind and comforting words. Today was fun. I went to Bournemouth with my family for the day. The weather was great and I wanted to treat myself as I was down there so I bought myself a crap load of cosmetic stuff. I've never really been into cosmetics/beauty products so I thought this would make a nice change aswell as boost my self-esteem - what I really need right now! However tonight my ex sent me a message saying "be my friend again please". He has NEVER begged or asked for me back (seeing as I did it all in the past). I just find it funny that he was saying he didn't care and all this crap and is now asking me back after only 3 days!
  2. Day 2. Crap crap crap. That pretty much sums up today. Doing better than yesterday though where all I could do was cry. Haven't cried today (yet). To be honest, I don't think I will ever see him again and that really hits home. Like.. I don't know. It's a very scary thought. After having someone in your life for almost 9 months, seeing eachother almost everyday, to suddenly disappear out of it. How will I get by!? I'm just not used to it.
  3. I am in this exact same situation! I've just had enough of my on/off boyfriend/ex/whatever. He'd start arguments over stupid things and make me feel absolutely rotten. I wouldn't see him for up to nearly a week then he'd come back whenever he felt like it, we'd be back to normal again but it is just a vicious cycle. He's manipulative, abusive and controlling. I swore to myself I would never date someone like that again after my last boyfriend, but how can anyone tell how their partner is going to be like before you fall in love with them? So anyway, last night I told him I no longer wanted to deal with his crap. Of course he gave me his "I don't care" attitude. So I left him. This is day 1 of NC. Unless he somehow apologises from the heart and changes for both of us then maybe I'd reconsider. But for now, I can see he won't change because he can't see the error in his ways. I pity him almost because he will never be able to have a healthy long-lasting relationship.
  4. Haha when I was with one of my ex's I wouldn't even need to kiss him and he'd have a hard on. But yes, I love it when the guy has an erection. I like knowing that I turn him on and it feels good too.
  5. Spoke to my ex last night. It was really nice. We kinda argued at first but we made up by the end of the night. We both made it clear that we're not ready to move on and we still love eachother very much. NC lasted for 5 days. I was surprised I could make it that far without losing my mind. I don't know what's going to happen now..
  6. Nooooooooo. This can not be happening. Ex just logged onto MSN. I have my status to "Appear Offline" so he doesn't know I'm on. Then he sent this.. "I miss you and care about you and wish the best for you beautiful!!! i love you dANIELLE..with all my heart * * * * er, for life and until I die.." Now I'm in floods of tears.
  7. Day 5. I went out drinking last night. Thought that would cheer me up. It did at the time, but today I feel worse than before. I just * * * * ing miss him. I hate it.
  8. Day 3 for me now. I'm still handling it pretty well. Evenings are horrible though 'cause I have nothing to do so I often think about him, and whenever that happens I get that nasty feeling in my stomach. I need to keep busy at all times, but I don't know how! Tomorrow will be fun though. Will be heading down to my local library to print off some tattoo designs I am interested in. My printer is busted but it gets me out of the house so I am thankful. I will then be heading to town to my tattoo shop and just evaluating everything before I get inked next week. Then in the evening I will be in town getting drunk!
  9. I'm new to this challenge and I'm looking forward to keeping it up, although I'm unsure if I actually want to maintain NC. I still have him on my MSN and I keep hoping he'll log on and speak to me. Anyway, this is day 2 for me. Our relationship ended pretty badly. He was very immature. More info on my break here. I'm doing pretty well so far. Been keeping myself busy and whatnot. Sometimes I feel the urge to cry but that soon passes. I just want to get myself out there and meet new people. Have a bit of fun. It's what I need so badly right now. What does LC mean btw?
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