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Sorry to hear that Smokeycat..Im a little different, i dont get picked at school, no one bothers me, alot of people know me, its just something about me, i have this birth mark that is totaly in the wrong place, i used to get called names like paki and other stuff, wow..its like its happening all over again, but they just look at me, and say it in their minds to themselves. But that makes me so uncomfortable when people look at me, i have to walk with my head down not to make eye contact. Man sometimes i was so low that i would drink iodine, hoping that i wouldnt live through the nite, but i woke up the next morning. Im just so down, that an overweight person with acne in grade 9 wouldnt be able to understand or feel like i do right now. Anyways sorry for the long story, im just going to print out those articles and read em before going to sleep, thank you guys for replying.

That is a really nice poem, i like it. Looks like you got a good thing going for you, keep it up.

Hey everyone. I have this problem that where ever i go, i have to be perfect, its like im putting on a show for everyone, i dont want to mess up. Im an 18 year old male that has absolutely no self confidence. I really hate it, ive been to some counceling but as i guessed it didnt help me. I cant talk to people face to face..because i think that when they look at me, they see a loser, a helpless soul, and i dont blame em. Anyway i thought i would just take some time and view some opinions, so if you got anything to say, or suggest please do so. Thank you.