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Dani0613

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  1. I think your subject to an entirely different set of 'rules' when a personality disorder is thrown into the mix. The person you're involved with (or were involved with) is not mentally sound and thereforee, has a very different perspecetive of things as they pertain to life and relationships altogether. It's difficult to rationalize with an irrational or illogical person and the only alternative, sadly, is to walk away and never turn back.
  2. You’ve fallen from the pedestal where I held you up above, My vision no longer impaired by the blinding of your ‘love’. Once engaged by your façade, adorned with your angelic smile and welcoming eyes, I now clearly see, beneath your chameleon camouflage, the depth of your lies. Another victim to your trap, entangled in the web you so intricately spun, Playing people as pawns in a game they had no chance to have won. Broken is a heart from the callous and malicious intent of your ways, Never sincere were your actions nor the words you thought to convey. You’re a lost soul plagued by immaturity and an identity unknown, For, time will heal my wounds but reap for you what you’ve sewn.
  3. It's a cheesy expression, but it fits: If you love someone set them free . . . This is SO very true. I actually had always known about the expression but never TRULY could relate to it until my most recent break up. I love my ex so very much that any contact with her at the present time is too unbearable. Our split was amicable and although she wants me in her life and loves me, I can't do it right now. She wants to be alone and I'm giving her that. I HAVE to let her go, otherwise I will never be able to live my life. If she comes back, great..if not, I will have been able to heal..
  4. Day 22 baby!!!!! Each day is definitely getting better. I no longer have the constant anxiety I was having initially. I'm getting myself 'back' and although I haven't gone out looking for anything, being completely alone has been good to me. Only set back is the smoking. I was never a big smoker and have GOT to stop! lol. Why do we turn to smoking sooooo much when we go thru a break up??!??! lol
  5. It's amazing b/c I come from a Catholic upbringing. My mom is EXTREMELY religious and I never really relied too heavily on my faith until my break up. I pray every friggin day for strength, wisdom and courage. I also believe that God does have a plan for me and my relationships and time will show me what it is that's in store for me.
  6. I used to get it too...tightness in my chest. It's anxiety and it WILL pass...
  7. Day 17 I wish I would JUST STOP THINKING ABOUT HER..
  8. THANK YOU GUYS, I really appreciate the positive feedback.
  9. She stands firmly at attention, never to divert her stare, She exhibits the courage of a soldier, a soldier without fear. Her militant façade conceals what she doesn't want you to see, A wounded heart reluctant to love held captive by her uncertainty. Once marching in unison, holding her lover's unconditional hand, An abrupt 'about face' she's taken, 'at ease,' she's chosen to stand. Love's battlefield is covered with the remnants of where she's been, Camouflaged feelings mask what she's kept hidden deep within. With brevity and determination she emerges to conquer on her own, Determined to prove victorious detached from reinforcement and alone. Trained to fight the good fight, her ammunition always at her side, Aiming for her happiness; a target only this soldier can hit from inside.
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