on my bday, no msgs. no calls. no texts from u.
i guess it's really over, isn't it? u couldn't come up with any excuses.
i trusted you all this time for 2years. i understand now why u were being so
controlling and jealous. u were the one whod been doing things behind my back.
why would anyone like that trust other people right?
i know why u weren't supportive of my illness.
u weren't that into me. u lied to me about ur feelings.
u blamed everything on me while i did everything right.
u were the one who screwed everything up.
i was right all this time. thank you for making me think
i was selfish, immature, insecure, liar, controlling, jealous, weak, have low self-esteem,
no dream, no will to do anything, short tempered, messy, stubborn, not affectionate
and all the other things u said.
for 2 years, i thought i was all those things u said, and i believed it.
i was none of those. i was trying my hardest to be some perfect angel
u were dreaming of that wouldn't exist in this world. no one is perfect, u weren't even close to being a normal human being, yet u expected me more than anyone can expect from anyone in this whole damn world.
u were demanding, selfish, needy, liar, insecure, liar, jealous, immature, liar, controlling, stubborn, short tempered, liar, messy, no emotion, oh and did i mention liar?
i will get over you someday, but you will live with regrets forever.
i learned from my experience, and i will never ever date anyone
who will ask impossibles from me. i am me, and no one can change who i am.
i am a good person. i know who i am now. thank u for reminding me
that im capable of absorbing negatives and turn em into positives.